Am I messed up?
Blog Entry: Am I messed up?
Blog Entry: Am I messed up?
Posted by: TouhouProjectFan22
Posted: October 19, 2011, 8:43:56 PM
Mood: Trapped
Currently: Wanting to cry and let it all out, but can't.
Listening To: My memories that won't leave me alone
Posted: October 19, 2011, 8:43:56 PM
Mood: Trapped
Currently: Wanting to cry and let it all out, but can't.
Listening To: My memories that won't leave me alone
Reason why I'm doing 2 blogs in a row is because the other one was too long, and I started thinking about this shortly after I posted the other one, and this doesn't have hardly anything to do with the other one.
I can't sleep without getting this out of my head. But, seems like people have been getting mad at me for doing the right thing or something since elementary school. For example, we had an A.R system at our school, and sometime during 5th grade, someone hacked it and changed their password. I don't know who it was, but when it happened again a while later, and I told the principal again about it, what did she do? She tokd me there was NOTHING WRONG with the system. That didn't do any good, did it? And earlier that year, one of the candidates for SGA office tried bribing some students (including me) into voting for by saying if we voted for her, we would get payed $1. So I did the right thing and told the principal about. And I don't think diddly-squat was done about it! And I know what you're probably thinking, that this has to do with my principal, that's it. But there were other things I know happened because of me doing the right thing or being kind, but I've blocked most of the details out of my head.
So my question is, am I messed up, do people like to mess with me, or am I just anothe victim of life?
I can't sleep without getting this out of my head. But, seems like people have been getting mad at me for doing the right thing or something since elementary school. For example, we had an A.R system at our school, and sometime during 5th grade, someone hacked it and changed their password. I don't know who it was, but when it happened again a while later, and I told the principal again about it, what did she do? She tokd me there was NOTHING WRONG with the system. That didn't do any good, did it? And earlier that year, one of the candidates for SGA office tried bribing some students (including me) into voting for by saying if we voted for her, we would get payed $1. So I did the right thing and told the principal about. And I don't think diddly-squat was done about it! And I know what you're probably thinking, that this has to do with my principal, that's it. But there were other things I know happened because of me doing the right thing or being kind, but I've blocked most of the details out of my head.
So my question is, am I messed up, do people like to mess with me, or am I just anothe victim of life?