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Blog Entry: California

Blog Entry: California
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Posted by: XxJessicaxXLIVES
Posted: June 6, 2008, 10:24:26 PM
Mood: a sad optimist
Eating: air
Drinking: beer of the root variety
Currently: an S rank mission of life
Listening To: Dead, by MCR
Yes, once again school has ended and the dreaded decision as the where I move has came up. With much consideration, I have chosen to live with my mom, in California.
I get to be with my best friend, and all my relatives. But for some reason, I dont want to leave it here, in Texas. Either way I would have to move, though. I only had the choice as to California or Iowa. So of course I went with the ghetto town I was born in :)
My sis has also just gotten back from visiting her friends in South Africa. It was lonely without her, mostly because I had to stay at home with nobody with me until my dad got out of work...
And our neighbor is mad at us for leaving. Her, her son, and her dog.
You know, for hating this place for the longest time, I dont want to go. It's so comfortable here. I mean, all the coolest places to hang out are within walking distance, and its safe to walk there! I have my own room in a second story apartment, and I have a bunny who loves to eat stuff that shouldn't be eaten. Sometimes I find myself wishing the school year had not ended. (Which is strange because I did my best to avoid that dreadful place)
I want to be with both my mom, dad, and sister. The last time we all lived together, I was about ten... And it was here in Texas. I hate everything being so complicated! I just want a solution that will make everyone happy! But it's hard... One person gets what they want, and the other is sad. Thats how it always is. I loathe that detail about life. :(
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Oh yes, and as for me appearing back from out of nowhere...
Well... Honestly I don't know why I returned. I guess I was bored, and looked back at all the fun memories I had here.
Thats what I like about this place, actually. Fanart is closer together than Deviantart is... everyone knows each other and stuff. (They even comment on each others works!)
So yea... :)