WTH?
Blog Entry: WTH?
Blog Entry: WTH?
Posted by: kath
Posted: January 31, 2009, 8:07:13 PM
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Currently: this
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Posted: January 31, 2009, 8:07:13 PM
Mood: eh
Eating: none
Drinking: none
Currently: this
Listening To: none
lol! I just re-read my blog today and....Wow, I 'misspelled allot…and "dog"? What the heck was that!?! O.O seriously, i know we cant swear to much hear on FAC but... changing B*** to dog? ...I know the real meaning but that still doesn’t make sense. What the heck?
Either way I hope you all could understand the E-mote. Depression in me is...it's like even though I’m happy, I’m not really happy and it's waiting for something at least just slightly bad to happen. And when that occurs it grabs onto it and feeds off of it until I get it out of my system. Which sucks cus when that happens no one can really help me, they want to make me happy again but if I don’t let it run it's course then later it's just going to get worse. Sometimes I have to be in pain and that really gets me because almost no one can understand. There just focused on making me feel better just so I’m not in pain and they don't seem to understand that it doesn’t work. But enough about my problems I just wanted to put that down so you all could see it.
And I have to say that today was one of the best days of my life. Really. It’s like when I woke up in the morning it didn’t matter anymore because it had already happened and nothing could stop it. I’m 18. 8 F***** teen! And I’m proud that I’ve survived in this crazed up world we all live in. were nothing is the way it's "supposed" to be. I don’t like too much change at once. And I guess I’m just crazy. I just wish someone in my area could understand it. Someone I could literally talk too.
Either way I hope you all could understand the E-mote. Depression in me is...it's like even though I’m happy, I’m not really happy and it's waiting for something at least just slightly bad to happen. And when that occurs it grabs onto it and feeds off of it until I get it out of my system. Which sucks cus when that happens no one can really help me, they want to make me happy again but if I don’t let it run it's course then later it's just going to get worse. Sometimes I have to be in pain and that really gets me because almost no one can understand. There just focused on making me feel better just so I’m not in pain and they don't seem to understand that it doesn’t work. But enough about my problems I just wanted to put that down so you all could see it.
And I have to say that today was one of the best days of my life. Really. It’s like when I woke up in the morning it didn’t matter anymore because it had already happened and nothing could stop it. I’m 18. 8 F***** teen! And I’m proud that I’ve survived in this crazed up world we all live in. were nothing is the way it's "supposed" to be. I don’t like too much change at once. And I guess I’m just crazy. I just wish someone in my area could understand it. Someone I could literally talk too.