The Lonely Girl In This World

I'm so sad I think I have nobody coz some topics of these people didn't affected me & I can't relate..I'm always Out Of Place and doing noting but to draw everyday & upload them in my computer.I need help but no one dare to support me..Now the day has come & I met my new friends.I was happy when they talked about me & share a smile in their faces around the corner of my eye..One of my friends came to asked me,"Why is your behavior acted like a child? You should change yourself till January!"I was astonished..I kept quiet and was very silent after school,thinking about my wierd behavior...Will I change this odd attitude of mine to accomplish their promises or stare at them like that?....)=( PROBLEMATIC DUDEZ!!