I'm quitting O.S.W.Y.

I'm quitting drawing Only Scruffie Wufs You<br />
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Maybe just for a while, maybe forever<br />
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The reason why, well it was last night<br />
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My sister was in an happy mood ((or so it seemed at least)) especially about her drawings and het Ray-comic<br />
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I was drawing some OSWY myself, and when it was time for bed she wanted to see what I had drawn<br />
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I had drawn sumthing happening and she said she found it rather 'random' - after that she continued her hyperness about her own drawings, drooling and adoring - <br />
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and I shouldn't feel this way, but I became extremely depressed because of it - knowing that I could never achieve the same level as her, because 1) she had more determination and passion 2) when she was my age she was even ten times better than I am now<br />
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I was lying on my bed, hearing all her stories and excitements of all the drawings she had drawn over the past few years - and it made me hate my own comic more and more<br />
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I'll probably will draw OSWY further, but I won't post it here, neither will I show it to my sister, but I don;t want to be so weak as to just not finish it - <br />
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It's kind of hard to explain, and some of you probably think that I'm just being a big baby about this - But it really depressed me, realising my comic is just crap, and that my drawing is so very far from good<br />
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I'm typing this at school ((that's why the lame drawing at the top)) and class is almost over so I need to go, c ya