My heart broke. by Heathere

My heart broke.

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Never been SO SAD in my life.

I went into an argument with my mom this morning.

She yelled at me so much.

So I said, " If you don't want me here anymore, then why don't you just kill me?!"

She said, " I wish I had killed you when you were still a baby."

I turned around, crying, and screamed at her, "Why don't you just kill me now!? I can't even call you my mother anymore!"

She told me to never talk to her again. My uncle called me, telling me something from my dad. Obviously, he didn't want to speak to me either.

Now I've got nothing. I've never cried so much. I just felt like dying. No one was there to comfort me. I sat for 3 hours, doing nothing. Those words echoing in my mind.

I can't think.
I can't eat.

All I can do is cry over those words my mom said to me.

It hurts so much.

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Category Real People » Self
Date Submitted July 2, 2008, 3:37:30 PM
Views 1994
Favorites... 22
Vote Score 17

Comments 33
Media Digital drawing or painting
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Gerardway2008 on November 7, 2008, 3:45:37 AM

im sry hun.my life sux 2. im only16.we can talk sumtime

axeldemnyxroxassorariku on July 6, 2008, 3:02:58 PM

T-T I wish my dad would have killed me....I'm only 12 and I cant go out in public anymore....I have PTSD *post traumatic stress disorder* everytime i go see people I get really sick and I cant stand it...now i have an eating disorder and i never did anything wrong to deserve this...I feel like God abandoned me....i dont even know if there is a god anymore...T_T

YuckFou on July 7, 2008, 4:20:13 PM

I know how you feel...I myself was abused.

axeldemnyxroxassorariku on July 11, 2008, 8:29:29 AM

Oh.....I just came from therapy.....I feel like shoot......ugh i hate the sunlight....you should totally be my buddy.....XD

Gardian_of_the_shadow_relm on July 10, 2008, 8:08:40 AM

awww heathere, i'm sorry to hear that, really, i hope things get better for you soon, i'm sure she didn't mean it, people say thing they don't mean when they're angry you know? hang in there hun *hugs tremendously tight* :3

YnxoXIV on July 3, 2008, 7:10:16 AM

Heathere-chan...please don't cry :{ i really don't like it when any of my friends cry...

it usually makes me cry with them :< i wish i could see you, hug you...i wish i could do something...gosh...

:'( i shall mend your broken heart... man, i'm going to draw a picture about that...

really

YnxoXIV on July 9, 2008, 5:21:41 AM

gosh...now every time i see this picture i want to cry...

:'<

Hihachi17 on July 8, 2008, 2:20:01 AM

but the girl in pic is u right yay *hugsies* i wanted to do that but thougt better of snakily biting your neck to drink probabally make u sadder

Hihachi17 on July 7, 2008, 1:36:19 AM

dosen't life suck T_T

Yoru4Shi on July 3, 2008, 7:56:59 AM

i know how you feel i'm getting to the part of my life where i hate my own family i just wish i could jump into my own anime where i can have my dreams actually have a chance, i hate this world period so i draw my dreams, i've considered killing myself several times just to see if death could bring me happiness, but i'm such a coward that i can't bring myself to it.. like anyone would notice if i did

YuckFou on July 3, 2008, 1:10:26 PM

suicide is never the answer...Even though I considered it not that long ago.

Yoru4Shi on July 3, 2008, 5:28:18 PM

hmm, my guess is that im younger than you, but i understand

YuckFou on July 4, 2008, 1:16:57 PM

Yeah...Im 20.

B on July 3, 2008, 5:45:25 AM

OMG!!!!!!!!!
*HUGS* I'VE FEALT LIKE THAT TOO, BUT THINGS WILL GET BETTER I SWEAR!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE DONT CRY ANYMORE BABY!
COME TALK TO ME ANYYYYYYY TIIIIME YOU WANT
I MISS TALKING WITH YOU

Londoncalling on July 3, 2008, 5:32:27 AM

awwW im so sorry, this is an exellent picture and ur an exellent artist, i hope u feel better soon

PinkRosePetals on July 3, 2008, 4:58:39 AM

very artistic!

YuckFou on July 2, 2008, 2:33:26 PM

Why is it that we are so much alike my love?
Please dont cry...I dont like it when beautiful girls cry...

*wipes away your tears*

Please stop.

*hold you gently*

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh...I wish I could do this forever...

safersephiroth on July 2, 2008, 2:04:12 PM

So sad....
It's not the kind of things we can make better....but Heathere,i am your friend and fan,so if you need something,call the producer of chocolate windows,he is always for you!!!!!
Anyway good draw,i like the expression

DrakeGirlandLuna on July 2, 2008, 12:45:28 PM

Everyone who has commented before me is right. You may not know us, but we love you Heathere. You brighten up many lives, including mine.

Rei_Anul_Sama on July 2, 2008, 12:37:18 PM

though I know everyone has said the same thing, that is really horrible for a mom to say such a thing. *hugs* you'll probably get a million hugs from ppl you don't know, but I hope you realize that ppl do care for you, and you have a family here at FAC. *hugs again* pls don't die, or anything. ur mom probably said that out of the heat of the moment, I doubt she meant it. just give ur parents a bit of time to cool off, and this will blow over, appologizes will be said, and it will be a thing of the past...even if the hurt will still be there. *hugs again*

-From the Vampire

setoXyamiKaiba4ever on July 2, 2008, 12:16:20 PM

awwww....that so sad.....my dad told the same thing to me.....T_T

YukiX62 on July 2, 2008, 11:36:33 AM

THAT'S JUST WRONG! I'VE GOTTEN INTO A LOT OF ARGUMENTS WITH MY MOM BUT SHE NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT! IT'S SO HEARTLESS! I WISH I COULD JUST BE THERE TO GIVE YOU A HUG AND SAY "It'll be all right."

and now I've started to cry.... You mother doesn't know how lucky she is to have you... I'm still here for you... *hugs*

~YukiX62

luckylace222 on July 2, 2008, 11:08:36 AM

You have a wonderful way at seeing things Heathere! I hope you feel better and it's sad that a mother could ever say sucha a thing to her daughter!

Your art is beautiful and it can help express how you're feeling.

AdventChild13 on July 2, 2008, 10:45:11 AM

oh my god... I could NEVER imagine a mother telling her child that...... NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!
that is obscene in numerous ways!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope you feel better soon, that is sooo horrible!!!!!!
I like the pic, very nice job!!!!!

KaiHien on July 2, 2008, 9:38:44 AM

Aw, Heathere, I'm sorry. So sorry. *hugs* I hope you feel better soon. Please don't be sad. *hugs some more* I love you! Dun worry!

Rijekuto on July 2, 2008, 9:20:32 AM

Wow, it looks beautiful!!!

LoveWrathChan on July 2, 2008, 9:07:33 AM

...omg....... thats terrible! *hugglez*
nnice pic but i wish it wasnt so inspired by such sorrow....

Piquant on July 2, 2008, 9:04:17 AM

pretty...
conflict resoulution is nice though.
It sounds like there was a good reason for an argument if you got her angry enough for here to say that.

RabidBunny on July 2, 2008, 9:03:08 AM

<hugs> We love you, very much. You are a very special person to all of us~

Tuntun422 on July 2, 2008, 8:48:00 AM

I feel for you.
I've had many moments like with my mom(on some levels,truthfully).I really hope things get better for you and that you continue to draw whatever you want(It's really help but you most likely don't need someone like me telling you that).Try to take care of yourself and express yourself in anyway you need to.

I wish you luck

YumeXItachi on July 2, 2008, 8:45:11 AM

Oh MY.
That is really sad.
Too Sad..
Beautiful picture,and i hope you feel better :(

xWickedx on July 2, 2008, 8:40:24 AM

YOur beautiful heathere.

Your art is so special.

I love you.

You are the best.