Can you heal me?

Umm, well I did this for my three month anniversary with my wonderful boyfriend. Heh ^///^ long distance relationship and my drawings and dreams are the closest I can get to him for now.
Well, theres a reason for the tape, a few years ago, I had a real big crush on someone, all it was, and I asked him out, he left me for a girl with a bigger chest than mine -.-; really made me insecure, heart broken... then I met Mataki, who ish officially my first boyfriend, and I've slowly been regaining the confidence in myself and bringing hope back into my life<3