Chapter 10 - Used

Body laying down feels nothing feels all alone. It calls out and no one hears it makes movement but nobody see’s. Feeling down feeling there feeling all below the rest. Can’t let it get to me but the damage is already done. Everything in life will do whatever it can to break you down and it does. I’m a broken down machine with used parts parts that are inadequate. I feel like a used soul with a used body with a used life. I’m important to others but I still feel like I’m nothing. They need me so they use me. When they are done they toss me aside. My body is laying down feels nothing feels all alone. I get picked up by some pretty thing. Could this be different? All feels different for her presence is illuminating. I don’t feel used I feel wanted and needed. But I need her too. We both need and use each other. It’s give and take hand in hand. We clasp together and never let go. We jump into the void with each other. But all goes gray. She disappears and I stay at the bottom of the pit. Body laying down feels nothing feels all alone. It calls out but no one hears it makes movement no one sees it. I am forever used and nothing else so I’ll live with being used until my body is shriveled up like a tube of toothpaste

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