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Chapter 2 - shadows

i am depressed

Chapter 2 - shadows

Chapter 2 - shadows
shadows dance all around
shadows never let me go
shadows never leave
shadows give me pain
shadows are my only comfort
shadows are the preditor

i am the shades prey
i am the shade's inner being
i am what nightmares are made of
i am alone in a consetant silence
i am with out the songs of old
i am what will be ever on
i am why they suffer
i am the cause of it all

why have they chosen me?
i am not specail
why am i there host?
i am nothing different from the rest
why is it that i am left behind?
i am nothing to ignore
why am i there victom?
it didnt torment them in any way
why is it i am guilty?
when so many others walk in my path

as i see the world
as i touch the water
as i feel the breeze
as i hear the birds
as i smell the rose
as i run the paths

i see what to do
i see why i have to do it
i see what drives me on
i see why it wants me
i see why i am the one
i see i am forsaken
i see but dont want to

i walk a path long forgotten
i walk a path full of murder
i walk a path full of decite
i walk a path that is right for me
i walk a path that i didnt choose
i walk a path that is a living hell

i look at what i hate
i look at what i love
i look at what i cannot reach
i look at all i want
i look at all i have
i look at what you have
i look and see the differces
i look at them knowing i dont belong

in the night i feel pain
in the night i am cold
in the night i am alone
in the night i am scared
in the night the shadows return
in the night they haunt me

i am reminded of what i have done
i am reminded of what i saw
i am reminded of all i had
i am reminded of all i lost
i am reminded of why i left
i am reminded of why they stay
i am reminded of all i am
i am reminded of all i was

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hey another poem deticated to me and hiei i hope you like it cause it took me 30 min. to right outta the top of my head hope its not to long......i am really in a confused mood right know i cant sort out my feelings i am a very duvious soul.....


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Zeke_hieis_girl on February 22, 2004, 4:00:24 AM

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Zeke_hieis_girlGenkai if you look at this poem it is a bit more acurate with how hiei feels and wants to feel i do some times think of hiei as just some one who lost his way and is provoked to do what he does it wasnt his fault hina was a bad mother by disobaying the rules now was it??

Zeke_hieis_girl on February 22, 2004, 3:49:35 AM

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Zeke_hieis_girlthankies for your comment it means alot to me ^__^

Weirdopunkwolf on February 21, 2004, 8:44:10 AM

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Weirdopunkwolfvery good ^_^