Chapter 1 - my brother

I was behind you all the way
No matter what
I didn't mean thase things I said
And I'm sorry
I feel as though i pushed you too much

In the ambulance,
I was behind you
In the car, I was behind you
I only wish i could've stood up for you,
But I didn't

You were beside me,
Through it all
I'm sorry, only if i knew

And to this day
all i can do
is stand before you

With all this pain
It's hard to explain

i dont understand
i know this wast your fault,
but why did you have to do this to me?

its hard living day to day
without you

i miss you

they think i am selfish for this doing
but i know i am not

this is what is to be
even though it doesnt make sense to me
but nothing does anymore

ever since you've been gone
ive been going crazy,
and everything has gone wrong

i wish you were only here
so i could talk to you
but all i have is this pen and paper

without you i'm losing hope
on just about everything

i dont think i can make it another day
and this is how i feel day-to-day
its never ending

it was just the other night when i was
when i was looking at your bedroom door
i was remembering those late nights, laghing and chatting away,
i miss those nights

i cant stop thinking of the evening it all went down
and how it happened,
it was all so fast

they will never know how much impact its left on me,
and if they think they know,
theyrecrazy

this doesnt conclude my feelings-my story-this chapter.
its only the begining
and these are the thoughts that are on my mind

BY-- me...ALIE
(based on a true story)

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