ArmitageXDX

sam?

Please say something...anything...please, so I at least know your still alive!

R u okay Sammy? U haven't been on in a couple days and I'm real worried. Ur usually at least on FAC, but it's been a few days and we haven't talked on MSN for like, over a week, and I just hope your okay. I really do care about you. Your my bestest friend Sammy. If anything ever happened to you, I'd die inside. I'm already hurting but that's not the point. I think I'm strong enough to come out and say it now. I let go of Steve cause i knew he'd never like me back. I've been crying a lot, but I'm getting better. i guess I'll be fine. I just pray the your okay and your safe. Please say something just so I know, cause I miss you. I miss your smile too. Whenever u smile i do too. I need that now. *hugs u tight holding back tears* please come back soon. I don't know how long I can hold up without talking to you. Sorry i'm so pathetic. Hope u come back soon Sammy. <3

hi

*hugs back*

P.S. I'm sorry I'm pathetic and annoying, but like I've said, I never needed a friend like I do now. Without my friends I don't know what I'd do. Let's just say...I'm broken again. My heart's been shattered into oblivion AGAIN. Once I thought when somethings broken, there's no more or less, it's just broken. I was so wrong...because I'm so broken right now, that I feel like the walking wounded. Well, it's not that big of a deal I guess, but I just need my friends a little that's all. Thanks a bunch.

*meows* Hello! I haven't been on in forever...

I feel pathic I had a breakdown in a car! *Laugh*

Okay thank you. I also...sorta...need a friend...I...I made a descision this morning...and...it's for the best...but it really hurts...and I just need my friends okay? Don't worry it has nothing to do with you. So yeah, but I really don't wanna talk about it over FAC, cause if I do, I'll start crying, so I'm gonna try to keep it together...and see how far I get...I don't nessasarily have to talk to you tonight, but it'd be nice. It's okay if ur too busy though, I can wait. i probably won't be on anymore tonight after 5:30-6:00 but if i'm lucky i might be. Anyways, so ya, I just need a friend is all. Okay thanks...I hope to hear from you soon, if not taday tommorrow after school...and then...I'll tell you everything...like I said...even though it is for my best intrests...it still hurts, but it has nothing to do with u okay? Okay see you later.