ChibiLee

well don't change.



i gotta go to bed. i got to get up early tomorrow. ttyl

i had a bad run in with a older boy when i was 8 so ever since then i only talked to girls but since u seem like a girl to me i don't mind

not sure. u just seem like a girl *smiles* your the first guy i've talked to since i was 8 i didn't want to kill.

u know u don't seem like a guy. u act kinda like a girl... *studies u*

u come up with that?

how do i unbreak it?

what all did she say?...

*whimpers and tears up**covers face with hands* that not fair......

hate me all u want but i still wanna die. i'm tired of being in pain. i'm tired of being beat and told everything my fault. i'm tired of going without food for days and having to watch others eat. i'm tired of being alone... i want it all to stop but i always fail....

yeah.

i wanna find away to die... but cutting, jumping, and overdoseing haven't worked.... and the big trucked messed me... but i should have pain. even more now cuz i hurt tink....