CrazyForJapan123

*0* OHHHHHH I see! An orientation! I'll be sure to wish you good luck at those times! X] Good luck to find good friends and get more excited for your first year of college! :O WORK HARD YOU KNOW? XD Which day will you be going? the 27th or 28th? Or both? XD

And that didn't sound cheesy at all! rather, that was exactly the whole paragraph summed up in one sentence! BRILLIANT YOU ARE! That SENTENCE WILL BRING ME STRENGTH! ;o

"You'll never appreciate true success unless you experience a couple failures in life first. >D"

o; oH MY. i GUESS i'M not the only one that stressed over AP. D; You remind me of my friend taylor. xD She's a good friend, she listens a lot! Because people come to her to tell her about their problems. ;]

xD YESSHHHHH that made me feel calmer! O_O Makes me feel nice that there's someone else out there having the same worries as I am. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. OX

Have you ever taken AP? D; It's terrible with the teacher I had. DX But it's so fun knowing more information then everyone else. O_O DXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX UGH. The reason why I had such emotional trouble is that I studied hard and well for this test to get certain college classes next year. And I worked hard. I studied and I told myself, "Do your best!" And then I took the test and I got a 79. I had to get an 83 to pass. It made me feel so down, so negative that I tried my best but my best wasn't good enough. The test didn't even give me the questions I missed. I don't even know which questions I did wrong. DX But I read a lot of articles on this. They say that sometimes your best really isn't good enough, and failure is the foundation for success. It's only the beginning. If you let this failure get you down, and you don't pick yourself up and keep on going, you've already lost. So I strive to keep an attitude looking to lean and grow. It's lowly to let failure get me down.

(LAWL, I am sooo deep. xD) Bahhh but yesh! Your paragraph has made me think all this! I feel good knowing someone is there to support me during my ups and downs.

But once again, I don't want to be the only one telling the later my problems. ;[ If you have a sad time, and you can't seem to find anyone to listen to you, talk to me, even if I'm there or not. It would mean so much to me if you told me your problems, because everyone has problems. xD I'll be ready for it k? <<<333 *huggy huggy kissy kissy*

Ps: Taylor and me acted absolutely normal after the 1 minute feud that made me tear up and freaky. xD

RANT DONE.

(Actually, there's more stuff to say, but I know you don't want to be too troubled by other people's worries. That's just plain unfair on your side.)

8D I'm so happy for your Summer job! @__@ Even if it is a one-month job, you get to hang onto some solid memories, talking to pretty boys and meeting new people! xD ;O SPAIN! I need to go there one day!

You really are so special to me. It seems like you've been through stuff that has made you mature and aware of people's feelings. You don't say careless things and you note that I can tell you anythng. DXXXX I love you, I do. You're so special. YESH YOU AREEEEEEE

DX HAZAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps on you and hides in teh safely of your bosom* DX HIC HIC I've missed you!! I wil sit here forever in this safe haven!!! *cries so bad*

SO MUCH SO MUCH FREAKIN- I feel like I'm gonna cry now. DX I'm actually tearing up writing this comment. I hate IM, HATE IT HATE IT. I want to taLK to my friends, but I get on....the one time I want to use Im, I get in a conflict with my friend Taylor...DXXXXX I HATE IT!!!! And I know, it seems like I'm putting all the blame on Im and I just don't want to rish have a conflict with friends! I DESPISE SOCIALIZING SOMETIMES, GOD DANG IM, you ruin my liiiffeeeee. @__@

And then I recently went through this emotional breakdown. Even though I got straight As and 1 B this year, I called myself academically stupid. So I told myself, "Catch yourself when you say mean things to yourself because you know you're smart and determined. You don't need to take insults from yourself, because you know you're intelligent."

DDDDD;;;;; And then there's this AP test I took a while ago, and the test scores will be sent by mail and my friend said she passed, and now I'm even more nervous. If I don't pass it, and a friend does, I'll feel so bad about myself! I'm just so scared for my emotional stability here! DX I don't know where to go from here! I can't seem to find stability. I can't seem to calm down. It's like I slowly lost most of my self-esteem just doing my everyday life. D:::::: I need to find self comfort academically, to know that I'm worth something, to know that I have something for the future. AND I DO! I'm just not good at the big tests like the SAT but I get straight As on my report cards. DX I can't get this shaking feeling off like what I'm doing isn't good enough for my future. I'm so CAUTIOUS and tense.

well alot people say final fantasy seven(for the ps1). but you should try the metal gear solid game there pretty sweet as well as the fallout( the fallout usually have some well known actor lending the voices to the game)

i like the fallout series, resident evil series, the soul series, metal gear series.......i liked a few of the final fantasy games

exactly! but enough about tempest. you like video game and if so what games do you like

how am you? really the question you should be asking youself is" how am i?

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