Dark_Avenger

There is a darkness deep within me, twisting it's claws further and futher into my soul with each moment that I live, with every breath I take. The emotions that I feel overwhelm me, squeezing painfully, tightening around my heart, filling my eyes with only the blood red of pain and agony. I see things I should not see, hear things I should not hear, feel things that no human was ever meant to feel. The intensity of it all becomes too much and I break down and cry. I watch the people around me and wonder how they can be so happy, so at ease while I feel such incredible pain, while my heart and soul twist in agony. I have most everything anyone could ever want, but yet, I am not happy. I will not let myself be. It is though I was meant to dwell within the darkest depths of my mind, to live amongst the emotions that reek of blood, death, tears, and decaying flesh. I find solace in writing out the agony of others, to let the world feel their pain as intensly as I feel it deep inside of me. I cannot help but wonder - was I truly meant for this world? Or was I destined for another world, full of darkness and wrenching screams that fill the night? I have created my own internal agony, my very own self-induced hell.

~Dark Avenger