Fire_lotus_flower

Hello everyone. I am sorry for neglecting this so much. I do have a poem for you guys. I wrote it yesterday.

I'm tired of being trampled on
then picked up and ignored.
I'm sick of being falsely told
Just how wonderful I am.
I'm sick of the lies-
I'm past "fed up".
It was more than enough before
But what you did
was way too much.
I'm tired of the empty promises
that people try to feed me.
I'm tired of falling for them
even more than I am tired of hearing them.
I'm tired of people and their sickening amusement
their abhorable fascination at the suffering of others.
I don't want you to tell me things,
just because you think I'll smile when I hear them.
Because all that sugary sweetness is poisoning my self-esteem,
riddling it with decaying rot
down to the very core.
I hate being able to only find
those people- so charismatic- gifted with a golden tongue
who leave me doe-eyed, drooling; begging for more.
Just speak to me with pretty words,
Let them sink in, poisoning my thoughts
Enabling me to think of only you.
Give tainted evidence, purge me of all doubt.
I'm a lost puppy: naive, and ever loyal.
But break the trust and you'll see a fatal mistake:
I hold a grudge for a very long time.