FlameTheFox578

Hi ^^ I luff your drawing!

hey love i guess i have a few things to tell you but i promise not to take long so you can get on with your day.

1. I'm so sorry for everything that I have lied to you about. I had no intention of hurting you if I did. I'm so sorry if I broke your heart or if I hurt you in any way. I did not want to hurt you I did not want to lose you.

2. I'm glad to hear that you and my mama had a good converstation on the phone while I was gone. Than you for still calling. I know some things were things you did not want to hear but you still respected her and respected the descisions she made for me and for you in some ways. Thank you for understanding her. I will always love you for being so understanding and being so respectful to the people around me. <3

3. I believe my mother told you that I had to get my attitude back together and gain her trust back before I can speak with you on MSN or AIM or on the phone. Well, i accept it and I will do my very best to be the same person I used to be while still showing the same love to you. I will do the best that I can for my mother, my papa, my friends, of course for you, but i suppose its mustly for myself. It might take some time but i'm willing to take as long as it needs so you can see how i really am and if you thought i was happy when i talked you on the phone wait to you see me when i'm really happy.

4. About the trip to New York, there might be a change of plans. You may know you may not. I reason I told you that we were going to New York to see you is because Heaven told me that my grandmother was going to let us go see you. But now i'm not even sure if i'm going to New York. I may in May and I may in the summer I'm still uncertain. But I will come to New York. Sooner or later.

Well if there is anything that i need to get straight with you please let me know alright? I will do my best to explain the reason why or why not I did this or that

Though my mother says the best relationships are built on friendship I told her that I cannot let you be my friend but if you are willing I am willing to as well. But please know that I still love you with all my heart and even if we are friends for the longest time I will still love you as I have always have <3 Please remember that.

I still love you baby that will never change <3

Well I will leave ya for now I hope you have a great day <3 I'm still thinking of you

~Ashlei~

sorry, i must b cranky becuz its...-looks at watch- 3:06

still nothing to do. YES IM AWAKE!!!XD

tnx, same to you too

hi =D

well, i'm going to scan a pic that shows an oc of mine...it's going to look so cool!! ;)

oh...i thought it said offline...good thing i was wrong! :)

so r u...:(

hey is it okay for us to talk on MSN? i dont like refreshing alot 2 wait 4 someone 2 talk ^^; if u dont want 2 its okay.. ill keep talking 2 u on here ^_^