HeeroYuyFan

well i hope i will, i mean i inted 2 some day and i useally dont talk like this it must just be u. i realy dont no wat im sayin!!!

just the way u talk bout stuff and crap like that, i mean ive only known u for like a cople of days and a get a good vide from u as if u'll do goo i ur life one day. but thats me being me

u no u remind me of me at one point! lol

yeh i no its well gay! but she had a nice time!!!

i'm not sure who u r but u seem 2 be a deer friend 2 katie pls read this

if katies frieds really do care i'm one of her best friends and i worry 4 katie every day now shes's been hiding some thoughts and i feel as thou she wants people to no about it just dosen't no how 2 speek it out so i am doing it 4 her by letting u her friends read a page of her jurnal please read it carefully and thank u for reading it

dear dirary,

2night as fun but i am ashamed amd so stressed out i don't no y i am so ashamed i no y i am stressed out and maybe depressed partly because i havn't quit heeled yet from victor and cesar.. part of this lovely hurt is from small crushes i have on people...i could never be with not anymore...but yet i feel so slutish i feel ao ashamed of my self for liking so manny poeple like me and i am liking them back...but i still feel sick and croudy like i am leading everyone on like i feel sometimes i wnat 2 crawl in a hole and die maybe then i wouldn't hurt so manny people...

people always see me as being happy and i guess that is true cause i can smile at the simplist things but hapyness is the one emotion i feel i actually deserve and i trust it the most maybe i trust it a little 2 much...

another thing is one of my best friends left fac and i kinda feel like i never did anything to help i never got the pic up intime cause hes gone and broken hearted i just wish he's ok i really truely do..cause i feel like i coulda helpped him ..but i didn't...

i guess diary u can als say i am doubting my self not my sexuality or who i am but just how i feel about things around me cauae lately i feel as if i am causeing pain everywherew i go

maybe i do more then i see maybe i don't but sometimes i just want 2 scream but i don't maybe i should grab up the courege 2 read this to people but i don't well diary its 1:34 i sat up listening 2 music and talking 2 u thanks 4 helpping me not 2 cry g'night

~katie~

pls read carefully i ma a friend of hers thank u very much^^

bye bye*gest kisses * oO *(shocked and back away)

umm dude umm ah sryi'mdatingsomeome!

me sry sry sry

uh night.............

oO no not relaly i have all the pwer in my legs and i gues my pro pic of me is kinda nice but meh dude if people call u cute they ant lieing*rolls eyes*

andmy power comes form my lwgs and my stragy and meh


even no ur wat u say 5'11 right i may be 5'2 i beet someone 4 inches taller then u and 210 in wieght its because he had 2 stradigy and he cept going 4 my arms and never concatrated ion my legs so when he grabbe dme i did a flip in his arm,s and kicked him in the heed^^ it was funny^^

yeha been threw owrse and well i can bench press my pown weight i ma 12o and i can lewg press double that^^ its fun^^ but i can only benmch it 35-40 times oO se no upper body strength

thou like sit ups i do by the 100-500 in a row with weights on my sm,all chest^^

and nah i ant pretty but thsnk u very much^^

oO u think i ma pretty oO

and heh no i am a fighter i do swordsplay kinda like kendo and i lift waights a bit and awwwwwwwwww thanks *laughs* but me fine i had way worse^^ i had 2 work hard 2 get stronger then i apper^^

but nah i nat rew;a;y prettty ^^ i usually warew my hair stright and lobg never hup in jeans and a black.blue or purple shirt ^^ heh and runners(usual boys)

and haha meh bi r cool but i am a lot stronger then some girls i sapose^^

do u have a pic of ur self^^

but relaly abreige day i ant cute at all^^

nuthing i get brusies all the time*smiles* and heh i have a billonb bruises on m,e relaly i get them from falibng from fightin from peole and from work^^

heh i got the bruise on my @$$ from tripping on ice and landing on my deck its concrete so it hurt

heh^^ necxt time don't dslap m,yu butt^^

oo heh^^ and do nuthing i am quite used 2 brusies^^