ShiaLaB486

but somehow i still find happiness in life :) so dont worry bout me, even though ive been battered bruised scarred...im ok :)

ok this is bad but you'll get the idea
when i was born my parents were ok at the time they had a daughter a year after me *sighs* and they started getting into drugs when i was 6 it got real bad when i was 8 they started beating me for no reason i have scars all along my back and chest, after that my sister was raped and killed by a drugdealer...they sold her to him, they tried to sell me but i left to live with my grandparents...they werent any better, they left me at places far far off from theyre house so i had to fight for myself till i was 15, i went to live with my friends then but got into drugs...bad...i slapped myself outta it when i turned 17, thats when i found this site, ive played my guitar since i was little because helped me cope with everything, ive had many many friends die from suicide or accidents...its hard to know that they were there the day before and then theyre gone in the blink of an eye, i dont know how or why i am the way i am today...ive hated myself ive hurt myself in various ways, but i still cling onto whatever hope i got left...its not much but its there...my little light at the end of the tunnel..

*lays back* you wanna summary of my life so far?

mhmm several several times *hugs you*

right now it does but give it a day or 2 you'll start to miss him less *hugs you* i know what im talkin bout here, ive been through it several times

i understand what your feelin, but trust me you'll get over him i can promise you that

dont be depressed think about the good times in life and jus go with that, its not good to be depressed all the time

thats great :D

;) told ya i was *stretches*

*chuckles and hugs you back* again no prob :3