ShiaLaB486

i know, shes so alone and confused that when she talks to people she doesnt know what to do or say cuz she doesnt know if its wrong or not....she didnt exactly know she was doing anything wrong when she was talking to that guy or talking about suicide...she mostly knows from watching and looking at other peoples convos....and quite a few people talk about suicide but have comfort...so she did....dude her mind is like a lil kid and she cant help it....altho lately shes been doing good in acting her age....and she will see therapy to get even more help more than me and meh parents....

now do u understand her?? shes thankful shes not a little kid cuz that would be worse, a little kid being alone on christmas...but as an adult she can cope with it and she said she will just get over it. she doesnt want to sound pathetic or anything. i told u shes not psychotic, shes just alone in the world...the real world and shes becoming alone in the internet world too. its horrible....

thanks, u know shes a great friend too she just needs helpful advice in how actually be a friend. did u know she has no one to spend christmas with this year?? meh parents are thinking of having her spend christmas day with us. she had no one on thanksgiving....she has like no friends but me in real life. she has like no family...her dad left her mom before she was born her younger brother hates her for no reason at all and she barely sees her mom. she was able to talk to her on the phone and IM but her mom has no internet or phone right now....u have no idea how alone she feels in the world....she cries like everyday....she thinks shes a crybaby cuz of it since shes 20....

yea i do and on the phone, she really does seem like an alone person, i feel so bad for her. even meh parents feel sorry for her.

shes had a rough life and she wants friends but becuz of her past its hard for her to have them mainly becuz she doesnt know how to have them and keep them.....i hope u guys understand that....she never met to hurt anyone or scare anyone.....right now she just wants people to understand her....

she has that feeling of when she could be doing something wrong but growing up she was just never really taught the whole right from wrong thing....it was becuz of living in this home for 10 years that just made her do chores, watch lil kids and babies....she was kept from school alot. she lived in that home from the age of 4 til 13....when she was younger she was abused (all of them) when she wanted to do something nice for someone she got yelled at...and when she got introuble she got yelled at i mean thats going to confuse a child growing up. she left that home and went to a home that was better but still abused her. and she lived there for 8 months. she had no friends growing up to even help her. she was truly alone growing up....when she was finally put in a good foster home (probably shouldve said that from the beginning, cuz she was a foster kid growing up) she had to fix her whole life to make it right but now she has trust issues....she went through alot of horrible things growing up that its understandable of how she is right now....i remember being told one time when she was 9 she got locked outta the house all becuz she got introuble in school, it was night and raining so she got cold and ended up sick the next day but nobody cared...sorry im going on and on now...

im pretty sure she has a good reason for that...altho i do hope she forgives meh friend.i mean she does mean well and meeans no harm. she just wants everyone to be happy yet shes doing the wrong things.

i hope she is, god says something about forgiving people. basically to learn to forgive and forget...especially when its the internet....if u guys are christian then u shall know all about it. god wants people to be forgiving i mean no one is perfect people make mistakes, especially Ami. she means no harm but yea she does need therapy.

thank u, she told me u guys were nice people. and so far talking to u, she is right. ill make sure she sees therapy anyways. since i just promised.

i know but u guys arent giving her a chance...i mean she has changed. i promise she will see therapy if u guys would talk to her again. i mean he did say he would give her another chance so if u think about it he owes her that chance, even meh dad agrees with me. if u talked to her she would call and make an appointment, and she would go if he talked to her. oh yea meh dad says u guys are being unfair.