ShockRat23

I know you haven't been on in a while... Is worrying me

Thank you, Lori. :) Happy belated Valentin Day to you to! Sorry for my little reply. I haven't been feeling myself these last few days, so I've had to take it easy. Not long till I can get scanned now. Only a few more days. Am a bit nerveous, but it's to be expected.

Thankfully I haven't had so much trouble with my migraines this week, and my papa bought me a a special pillow called Chillow to help me with my night sleep. It works surprisingly well and keeps my headaches at bay. Though I have to be a little careful with it, so it doesn't spring any leaks.

So how was your day, hun?

It's no worry at all. I hope you get some answers soon.

I'm glad to hear that! Migraines suck... Big time

It was great. I've got a dance tonight for this club im I'm. Is called HERO club. We work with special ed kids to help them feel... Normal I guess. Let them have fun and be a normal high school kid. We take them to movies and bowling and ball games. I'm excited

Sounds like allot of fun that dance club. Maybe when I get better, then I'll start taking dancing lessons myself. I want to dance like mad and use my body to the fullest, but at the moment I have to be a little careful...

And it's nice of you to help out those kids. Ain't no fun being treated differently, so it's nice to relax and take it easy for once without being judged.

btw, I'm back from my scan today. Everything went well, and I met this really nice fellow who I could've sworn almost looked like Daniel Craig. I was worried that my chronic fatigue would interfere today, since I had some heavy breathing yesterday, but thankfully my breathing was normal.

Though I have to wait a week till I can get the results from my doctor. Still, am glad the MR scan went alright. Hopefully I can diagnosed soon and get some treatment to what I have. :)

It was a blast. I love those kids so much! They are the sweetest most amazing group of kids I've ever had the pleasure of knowing

That's good I really hope things would out well. I hope you get what you need. I really do

Sooooo I gots a date!

Happy valentines day!

Those are incredibly simple, kind, and inspirational words you gave Pixie. It seems you have been through a lot. Would you mind explaining to me why you feel you do not have much longer to live?

Thank you Luckylace. :) It's awesome I could meet you. Yeah, been through allot of bad stuff in my life, but I've left it behind me now, and made peace with myself, so now I'm going to try to make people as happy as I can. :)

I don't really know about my health to be honest. >< This whole episode has had me completely confused. Yesterday I actually thought I was going to pass on, but when I went to a medical exam, then the doctor couldn't find anything wrong with me. She just said I just had high anxiety. Though I think Falconlobo pointed out to me that I could have fibromyalgia. Allot of the symptoms there are very accurate to what I've experienced these past months, but I have to go to get an MRi scan to get a 100% clarification to what I have. I'm hoping it's just that, and not the other stuff that I fear... :/

So I was listening to If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback, the whole optimism and happiness made me thing of you

*think

Kewl, I'm listening to Bobby Brown: We're Back from the Ghostbusters 2 ost. lol, I'm such a nostalgic geek, and it fills me with power that I'm going to beat whatever bad stuff comes my way. :)

So how was your day Lori?

Pretty good. Been really bored. My sister has strep so I'm taking care of her, watching tangled

Did you hear tht Whitney died??

Sorry to hear that about your sisters condition. Hope she gets better soon. :)

btw, kewl that you're watching Tangled. I need to see that one too someday. Everybody is always bragging how awesome it is. :p

Yeah, and I heard about Whitney. :( Really sad... it makes me appreciate even more how precious life is...

It's ok. She has either fibromyalgia or lupus so she gets sick a lot.

I love it! It's so cute!

I personally think she killed herself. But I'm probably just looking too deep into it

i kind of thought that for a bit too she had to much on her plate and wanted a way out

I know right!

yeh they say she drowned in the bathtub and overdosed

Good morning my friend

http://www.webmd.com/fibromyalgia/understanding-fibromyalgia-symptoms are you sure you don't have this maybe?

also men might get it too i don't know

i know that some women might get it too i know some one who is female on another site who has it sorry about your mom too

Yeah, I'm starting think that it could be it, cause it changes allot. Earlier today I felt wonderful, and now later this evening my head has a terrible migraine again, and I have difficulty controlling my right arm. Yesterday my symptoms were even stronger, and more terrifying, though thankfully my visit to the clinic helped ease my mind that my body is at least in fine condition, except for a little high blood pressure.

But... there are some other symptoms that still worry me that may not be related to this disorder... but I can't really do anything till I get that test taken. :/ Oh well, I'll get to the bottom of this regardless the outcome. :)

And don't worry about my mom. I've left that life behind me now, and it was awesome I could meet you Falconlobo. :) *hugs*

you're welcome and i hope your appointment goes alright

do you hate me?D:

No no no, Pixie. I don't hate you! :o I had a small medical emergency yesterday, so I had to rush to the clinic to get myself examined. Thankfully the doctor couldn't find anything wrong with me after doing numerous tests. She claimed it was just my high anxiety that made me feel that way.

I was going to write a reply sooner, but it was over 1 am when I got back after sitting 4-5 hours at the clinic, so I was pretty beat. Plus I've slept really bad this last period of time, so it takes it's strain my on my health. Sorry. :/

This whole thing has me pretty shock up. Thankfully I'm feeling better today after a good nights sleep. :)

are u upset with me? u havent replied D: