TheWorldWillEndWithMyBidding

Hi im josh and every single fracking time i try to start a fanfic my comp crashes so ,right now my writing is at a standstill, iam however TRYING to draw .
ill submit pics eventually.
they'll suck probably.
Im straight , but am mature enough to appreciate all art forms like male nudes , i tend to wince at the sight of to men engaging into anal sex , but thats reflex.There is no real control over it either , you just flinch on the spot.
How does one put this? Ok my last two gfs were bi and left me for women so yuri brings back painful memories (twice).
Sigh , well hit me up if anyone wants , my IM is up there , i dont mind at all , and id actually invite anyone with advice on how to draw heads.Also the pic above is me using a webcamm and messing with the settings , i can send a real picture if requested.
I am 18,bday on aug 20th.
Religion- Heres how i see it Gods my savior , and um thats about all you need , im baptized under Episcopal (which For you uncultured folk is a branch pf protestant that is more catholic than all others )

Favorite things:
music; Rock , Punk , Metal , Funk
Food ; anything chinease\japanese , except wasabi-gives me heartburn
Movies ; Star Wars ,LotR ,Big Trouble in Little China
Artists ; Hildebrant Bros. , Frazzeta , & Boris Vallejo
Books , The Hobbit , Harry Potter and anything Forgotten Realms
Games; Dungeons and Dragons , FFX1&2 , Star Wars Battlefronts.
Hobbies; Writing and drawing badly without choice.
Dungeons and Dragons also is up there.
I am still in th process of learning to draw i know how to write but im afraid of submitting that stuff its ok i think , it always frackin disapears tho and that pisses me off...