Xan_Teh_Explorer

XD you haven't been online in like a hundred years.

LOLZ okie, see you later! It was real nice catching up. Oh, I wanted to say something about writing stuff, but I kept forgetting oh wells.

hehe... it's OK, I understand perfectly. Though I was never close to my rl friends, they're not the only ones I was betrayed by. My best online friends, I called them my headspinners. I love them so much, but they secluded me from everything. They stopped RPing with me, they never drew stuff for me, they never commented on any of my things, even though I drew TONS of things for them and always commented on all of their pictures and I tried to RP. But they completely ignored me and my 16th birthday was the worst day of my life. See, they go to uber extremes celebrating birthdays. One of them recently made a character that no one knew anyhing about. Well, their birthday came and I'm suspecting they made the character just to have a birthday party. Of cource it was random and uber and my birthday came in just a couple weeks. I said to the one that owned the character we had a birthday parter for just a few days before that we could have one for my birthday and she acted like I had just said a tree jumed through my window, as if it was SO insane to celebrate MY birthday. Whn my birthday did come, no one did anything. My parents gave me a card and twenty bucks, I think I got a happy birthday from some random person, but none of my friends gave me anything or drew me anything or even said happy birthday even once. So, I spent the day doing something for one of them. Something I didn't even get credit for. And you hear of all the elaborate hings ppl do for their 16th birthday, wll mine was the worst day of my life. And they still don't treat me much better and I still can't RP with them and ppl say I should ditch them, but I can't do that. No matter how badly they treat me, they're my headspinners and I love them. I hope one day they'll include me as one of their own again cos we used to have such good times.

hehe... yah, I go to extremes to stay apart from the crowd. I no longer yearn for anything. Will, kind of. All I wish is to complete my dream and be with Kd. That's all. And I work my arse off every day for it. I usually get along wih my teachers though. I HATE teenagers. They're moronic, futurless, ingrates that threaten to destroy the world. If it was up to me, I would send a nuclear bomb to all of them, freaking blunders. I get along well with most teachers cos most teachers are intelligent. That's why they're teachers. Of cource, the teachers I like, everyone else hates. Like my Spanish teacher Mrs. Valle. Best teacher in the world. Also the most hated. I don't yearn for friends though. I'm wayyyy past that. You'll get used to being along and then you'll love it. Like an addiction. Just another thing to set you apart. Of cource, being different doesn't mean you have to be stupid and dark like everyone else. Cos that doesn't set you apart. They swear. I don't. The only time I'll swear is if it's online and for the sake of comedy. Like I say "shoot ton" sometimes. I think it's funny. And I advance in my vocabulary so I can say things they don't understand. And speaking Spanish is fun too.