ahorselover99

I love My Chemical Romance and horses!!!! Along with my passion for drawing, I love to ride horses. Just the feeling of being free is all I need. Horsees relief my stress and take me to a whole nother life and world like there is no hate or war or anger... just PEACE. I don't like o ride on a saddle cause I wish that the horse can feel free aswell and thta we can run free together forever and have that feeling of trust. I could ride a horse to the end of the world and still ride some more! I have had many trageties in my liftime. But the one that has beenthe hardest to accept is the recent death of my older brother. He was the one I woud go to, or shoulder I could cry on. Until you have lost someone so dear you won't know what it is like loosing someone you loved so much. Imagine you have grown up with someone and never have experienced life without them and suddenly they dissapere and younever got a chance to say goodbye, or even a hug. His death has made me look at life so much differantly. I feel that life is short so why not spend the it the best way you can without worry and just frackin LIVE! We all die at some point but we don't know when so you can't spend you like in a box waiting you death, and when it comes youwill regret not living life and not caring what the hell others think. Because youare who you are and you can't change, so you have to accept that and ignore what everyone else says no matter what, cause they areprobubly just jelouse and want to piss you off. I could write for hours in the small box about me but you would look at it and not read it cause it would be too fracking long!