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Rainie: im gonna try and beat level 4 now
Me: go for it sis *smiles*

your fault... no its not
Rainie: o sis i just made it past in level three on pretty cure!
Me: hwwaa how?! that l evel is nearly imposible
Rainie: not for me i guess ur just not good
Me *growls*

i never exactly ever realized how much siblings mean to you till now and u should never take them for granted and risk that happening *eyes tear up again*
Rainie *comes in* Sis! did u eat all the... *me runs over and hugs her* *cries* o rainie please dont ever leave me!
Rainie *stands there confused* crissy... whats wrong..

hmm *smiles and wipes tears off face* i dont feel like being sad i must get my mind of that hows the story going

the best ever.... sigh if only.. she couldve fought hard enough against the heart cancer she was always such a strong fighter

lol she was always so protective it was sweet one ytime we were in the park...

Me: Ilia lets go on the slide!
Ilia: naw id rather stay on the swings
Me: o alright then ill go
Ilia: have fun *smiles*
Me *runs over to the slide on the other side of the park*
Ilia: doodeedoo *swings about* *me in the backround* waaaah haahaaaa Ilia!!
Ilia: SIS!!! *runs over to the slide and sees me cornered by a bunch of 3rd graders*
one of the kids: haha picking on kindergaren babies sure is fun! *pushes me into the sand*
Me: Waaaah Ilia!
Ilia: sis *jumps in front of me with her arms spread out* LEAVE MY SISTER ALONE OR ELSE!
one of the kids: or else WHAT!
Ilia *smirk* u REALLY wanna no u really REALLY wanna no?
one of the kids: yes! we do
Ilia: ok then u asked for it *whistles loudly and our dog sushi runs over*
Ilia: SUSHI! sic em!
Sushi: grrrr bark bark *bares teeth and starts chasing them*
The kids: WAAAH MOMMY *runs away*
Ilia and I: ahhhahhhaahh
Ilia: hows ur leg?
Me *teared up eyes* it really hurts
Ilia: hmmm i no the best medication follow me! *picks me up and we walk for a bit untill we reach an icecream stand
Ilia: 2 orange sherbert please
ice cream man: here u go
Ilia: thank you *hands me the cone* here sis ice cream is always the best medication *smiles*
Me: .... Ilia ur the best
Ilia: what are big sisters for?

yes when i was 4 she would have been the oldest her name was Ilia *again with the strange names* when i was 4 she was 6 and since i was born and even though she was only 2 she still took care of me with mom. as we both grew we became quite close and played and was with eachother always. We probaly had the strongest sister realationship for a 4 and 6 year old!
Ilia was born with a heart condition and was always sick she had 7 operations before she was 2!
Since she was always sick she needed special care.
One day her heart condition really took full controal of her body and infected everything!
I was at my grandmas then and didnt even no my sister was dying! Ilia developed a brain bleed and died in the hospital in her sleep. When i got home i was told she was dead. Being so young i didnt fully understand id never see her again.
I have something to remeber her by this bracelet she made for me for my birthday. It is my most prize possesion!

prey for her... thank you i i just cant bear to lose another sister!

yes 105 since that night shes been in the hospital and the doctor isnt sure if shes gonna make it

i no im all alone in the world.... and if we lose Kityy life will get even worse!