fiftythousandtearsivecried

I'm not really an artist...and I don't write that good of poems...I'm a novice poet...trying to master the art...moving at a slow pace...I live in a small town...in Oklahoma...and no...we still don't live in teepees...we live in houses...with walls, roofs, AND real floors...it's amazing...anyway...I love all my friends...and most of my family...I fall in and out of crushes...but no real love...yet...all my friend will say I'm unique...even though I don't totally agree...I'm as unique as everyone else is unique...b.c everyone is unique in theirown special way...they may be a prep...but they're a unique prep...they may be a jock...but they're a unique jock...people define unique as being different from everyone else...and it that only certain people are unique...but isn't everyone different from everyone else?...anyway...I think about life and death alot...Not about killing myself...but about how we will all dye in the end...it saddens me...but then I realize that as long as I live it to the fullest...and have happy memories for your loved ones to remember when you're gone...then it's okay to dye...b.c if you can change the life of one person...then it was worth it...well better go...im or email me if you wanna talk more...Auf Wiedersehen