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And where am I, over ten years later? Right here. nyeeh, but as things turn out, which seemed VERY apparent by my entire personality back then, that there was something VERY wrong here. I don't mean the site, I mean my brain lmao. UwU I was a tiny bit screwed up and I made a LOT of mistakes, gomen. I must say to any of my 0 friends who still visit this site that I'm on medication and doing a lot better, stable on my pills, taking a small bunch four times a day (Morning, afternoon, night and late night) and visiting all kinds of doctors frequently. I get a shot in the @$$ twice a month to treat my psychosis. and my mid-sized list of diagnoses no longer bothers me.
So where am i, in terms of drawing?
I still draw. I'm a little better than I used to be. Not much. I won't tell what I do now (;p secret) but for many, many years i was into menhera (mental healther, a japanese emo substyle based on healing yourself mentally by drawing kawaii vent art).
obviously my art is even more different now, i have clip studio paint ex and a huion tablet, which i didn't have during my menhera phase... i used a mouse with medibang... i am finally starting to get comfortable drawing digitally.
anyway... i've talked enough.
thanks so much if you read all of this. remember that YOU ♡ are valid (⌒▽⌒)☆
- andy
PS
the MikaTastic person who has the "I WANT TO DIE" avatar.... TwilightMyth... BattleOnix... Midna... AtDusk... AcrossTHEuniverse1234, and LoveShine. And an account called "Kello" I never used much. I am all of these people and probably more. I terrorized this site back in my day, constantly talking like an idiot, blaming people for things they never caused, pretending to be like 20 people so I seemed more valid, and being so ducking toxic it's stupid. I remember once when I was 13 I went onto my LoveShine account and told literally EVERYONE that I, on my main account, was 21 years old. Why did I do that? .......Because I was lying obviously. A pathological liar. I wanted to be a maid (Like an anime maid lmao, I didn't realize for somehow that maids aren't so glamorous irl) but 13 year olds can't be maids. I told everyone I was Russian and in fact, I don't even know how to read Russian letters. Hmmmm... I must be such a mess, ne? UwU
I've gotten better though. I'll def no longer manipulate anyone, but I don't feel I should be welcomed back into the FAC community, based on how much damages I caused. I'll be chill though. Stay safe everyone (´,,•ω•,,)♡
And where am I, over ten years later? Right here. nyeeh, but as things turn out, which seemed VERY apparent by my entire personality back then, that there was something VERY wrong here. I don't mean the site, I mean my brain lmao. UwU I was a tiny bit screwed up and I made a LOT of mistakes, gomen. I must say to any of my 0 friends who still visit this site that I'm on medication and doing a lot better, stable on my pills, taking a small bunch four times a day (Morning, afternoon, night and late night) and visiting all kinds of doctors frequently. I get a shot in the @$$ twice a month to treat my psychosis. and my mid-sized list of diagnoses no longer bothers me.
So where am i, in terms of drawing?
I still draw. I'm a little better than I used to be. Not much. I won't tell what I do now (;p secret) but for many, many years i was into menhera (mental healther, a japanese emo substyle based on healing yourself mentally by drawing kawaii vent art).
obviously my art is even more different now, i have clip studio paint ex and a huion tablet, which i didn't have during my menhera phase... i used a mouse with medibang... i am finally starting to get comfortable drawing digitally.
anyway... i've talked enough.
thanks so much if you read all of this. remember that YOU ♡ are valid (⌒▽⌒)☆
- andy
PS
the MikaTastic person who has the "I WANT TO DIE" avatar.... TwilightMyth... BattleOnix... Midna... AtDusk... AcrossTHEuniverse1234, and LoveShine. And an account called "Kello" I never used much. I am all of these people and probably more. I terrorized this site back in my day, constantly talking like an idiot, blaming people for things they never caused, pretending to be like 20 people so I seemed more valid, and being so ducking toxic it's stupid. I remember once when I was 13 I went onto my LoveShine account and told literally EVERYONE that I, on my main account, was 21 years old. Why did I do that? .......Because I was lying obviously. A pathological liar. I wanted to be a maid (Like an anime maid lmao, I didn't realize for somehow that maids aren't so glamorous irl) but 13 year olds can't be maids. I told everyone I was Russian and in fact, I don't even know how to read Russian letters. Hmmmm... I must be such a mess, ne? UwU
I've gotten better though. I'll def no longer manipulate anyone, but I don't feel I should be welcomed back into the FAC community, based on how much damages I caused. I'll be chill though. Stay safe everyone (´,,•ω•,,)♡
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Twister on July 12, 2006, 8:25:46 AM
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Shadowthe_hedgehog on July 11, 2006, 2:06:48 PM
from Oblivion)this will make you cry...
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.
READ AND PASS ON TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE
Please listen to this angel's request......
If you do the small favor she asks to come true, She will be sent down to guard and protect you.
Please....do it for Jenny.
Send ten copies and see what happens in four days. You will get a surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.
Good luck, but please remember: 10 copies of this message must leave your hands in 24 hours.................................
Shadowthe_hedgehog on July 8, 2006, 6:56:22 AM
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Send this rose to anyone u care about, if u get a dozen, it means ur loved ^^ this one's 4 u
winxgirl21 on July 7, 2006, 4:39:23 AM
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thanks for the comment onmy starfire picture!~winxgirl~
gonemad on August 11, 2007, 1:45:49 PM
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yer welcome!!!!!!!!sesshylover on July 6, 2006, 3:19:45 PM
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thanks for the nice commments ^^Coolstra on July 6, 2006, 1:36:17 PM
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Thanks for the comment!PillowTulip on July 6, 2006, 12:01:35 PM
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it's me TulipTori. i am now PillowTulip o.oILoveToDrawnkp on July 2, 2006, 12:13:39 PM
thankies for the comment! :Dlittlestchristuian13 on July 1, 2006, 10:11:02 AM
just to let you know...I have the colored Ichigo picture and 2 other random pics up too ^-^Featured
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You're supposed to send this to your friends, if you get a dozen you got lots of friends, so here you go!