jordanthehedgehog

i feel that same way mostly

heh cool, oh you feeling alright.

not to sound nosey but....whats up with you and caroline?

me:AWSOME!!!!!!!!..BELIVE IT!!
gaara:nice

me:helllllllllllooooooo

hi jordan

Kira:Oh and jordan.........I was not hoping u to b mad at me.....i mean....well I'm carrying another one of our pups........yes i'm pregnant.......<=) because of u..

Kira:.......No....I don't love jaiden......I love u.....why he started holding me was because I got knocked out and i had gotten hit so hard I had got amesia........I want u....What about Aj???


Me:Jordan....listen to me......I love u more than anything........I can't ever leave u........U make my day....u found my heart and sowed it in......I feel like dying without u..........u sowed this gap in my heart........u took care of it and made sre that it wouldn'y break......U loved me.......I loved u.....I STILL love u and I know that U STILL love me......U being depressed is making u say and think this......it happend to me.......I still know that the smart, powerful, kind, handsome,sweet, loving ETc. is in ur heart.........I would thake a BULLETfor u.............cuz I love u that much........in fact bring on more than one!!! brng all the damn bullets they have!!! but they would never hit u.......writeing this is making me cry and hopefully this will mak u cry........I'm losein too any things now.....Ur heart, almost my best friend, and i lost my cousin........jordan...listen to me.....life is grabbing us by the throat and chokeing us..........but our love is weakining it.....we togehter are stopping this madness in this world....jaiden isn't good......I love u.....ur words run through my mind always....I close my eyes and all I see is u+me and Kira+jordan! We live for our life.......i know one day we will meet and fall in love and start a family!!! I love u 4 ur words ur mind and mostly urHEART AND SOUL!!! AND ALSO MOSTLY OUT OF THAT!!! UR LOVE 4 ME!! Jordan..I love u more than anything.......and I'd do anything......just 4 u.......I can't and don't want to leave u......and I know u feel the same.......I worry about u......I LOVE U JORDAN, MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!! well.....i want to talk to u today...ok??? I need to spread my love back...........

oh and hun....can u just remember this...


Another day is going by
Im thinking about you all the time
But youre out there
And Im here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now youre gone
And I cant think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

Id do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I cant put you in the past
Id do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
cuz I know
I wont forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
Ill be here
Ill be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just cant let you leave me once again

Id do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
Try to make you laugh
Some how I cant put you in the past
Id do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know I wont forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I cant forget you
Nanana (2 x)
And Id do anything for you
Nanana (2 x)

Id do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I cant put you in the past
Id do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
To fall alseep with you, you ya
Cuz I know I wont forget you

*kisses u* I love u jordan...