raven-the-homicidal-freak

well....im just an average 13 year old girl who LOVES drawing but has no scanner...yet XD i love art((pencil/pen and eraser)) and rarely color me drawings oO" also love INVADER ZIM!!! have a whole state full of characters in me head oO" yet im a crazy happy-goth....yes...2 things that should not mix...sometimes hate life and sometimes love it DX also suffers constant mood swings *~*" and likes weird smileys! and sythes...and razors...occacinally pain...invader zim..cheetos XD...almost anything spicy..loves colors black, grey, blue and green....and anything army related...extremely paranoid at times especially about police and their guns!! curse their guns....and i dislike the sun...its WAY TO BRIGHT AND HOT!!! also thinks about cutting and how painful it might be....at least paper cuts are safe...X.x" evenescence rox and well...if anyone wanna talk just say so XD if its possible oO anyways nice to see ya all and this is a message to all of ya great artists out there! -bows down repeatedly and mutters i am not worthy over and over again- X.x" anyways great artwork ya all!!! and see ya!!! lookin forward to future possible comments and flames :)

*fav things on this pitiful earth:
-my mind
-drawing
-pencils and pens
-music
-a certain something named silence...
-my imaginary friends
-more may be added soon!
*least fav things on this pitiful earth:
-friends for some reason
-autopsy tables..-shudders-
-people calling me crazy and weird while meaning it
-my mind
-a certain something named silence
-this dead feeling inside of me
-this happy feeling inside of me
-feelings...emotions....can it get any fracking clearer?
-cussing...i dont mind it though..i cuss to myself....
-the dark
-insects
-teachers and skool
-cafeteria food....-shudders-
-heat and cold
-more may be added
*paranoid from:
-late nights in the dark..
*most hated points about life:
-people...
-feelings and thoughts...like why do we exist? is there a reason behind it? people are probably the most disgusting creatures on earth...we was given this earth and look at what were done to it...so much for being thankful for being given the only possible home ANYWHERE...people and there pollution, animal abuse and scientific breakthroughs and wars...its all a small thing until someone finally steps over the line of limit....
*anymore questions?
-anyone out there wanna know more? just ask! dont be scared! i wont bite...much....-grins evilly-
*extra info
-i love to feel no emotion yet sometimes hate it..its a weird feeling but other the past few months now life is startin to get to me...
-colors are probably one of lifes biggest wonders and beuaty yet one of the most scariest and most mysterious...look closely at a pure white ball for example...then look closer and look deeper....sometimes if you look to deep you become how i say..lost in color...
-im ONE of the MILLION poeple that is interesting to meet but all of that sadness is covered on the outside and all of it hides deep withen...it hurts sometimes that no-one notices my sadness or loneliness at skool..which is why i HATE skool...i feel so ignored....like a shadow...
-confining myself into a small space doesnt bother me but being locked in it is a totally different issue...
-scares easily and probably the most gullable living thing in my family...
-lazeh oO"
-a quote i made up based on a movie quote..."life is an incomprehensable game..its not weather you win or lose but how you play the game" which is kinda true cause whatever you do it affects your future...every single second wasted and every step taken affects your future...so yeah...
-i may be smart but almost never use those smarts..you could say im an air-head...not that much but still an air-head...
-my bedcover is pink at the moment and i hate kids...my baby cuz cried today when i carried my razor to the kitchen only to open the cereal box....she cried.....life is sooo good....
-i wish i was an alien....it would be cool to have high tech stuff to destroy the world or simply just play around with..
-if i HAD a role-model it would be zimmy....cause hes always there...almost...parents are not and my parents dont understand me...
-how did i get a razor? sneaked it in with the shopping while no-one was lookin...so dad and i bought it...and dad dioesnt know i take the razor to skool...hehe...
-i like animals but hate insects...so what are the fav animals you ask? dragons, aliens, wolfs and cats
*original characters
-RAiLA
-raVen
-Brandy
-Ophelia
-Miz ((how original...))
-need to think more cause i forgot...
*fav bands and singers
note: have no certain fav...i sleep with the radio on....
-evanescence
-britney spears ((only her songs!! yeah im a sick person...))
-black eyes peas
-simple plan
-those singer dudes of holiday and american idiot...forgot their name...
-will smith ((just the old songs mind you))
-blue
-boys II men ((again only the old songs))
-pussy cat dolls are ok...
-JLo isn't too shabby...
-rob zombie
-avril lavenge
-eminem
-shakira
-hope by now you figured out i like all range of music except country and folk..
-more to come when brain is workin...
*songs
-comin soon
*rp
-i love to rp!!! but kinda stink at it...oO"
*current status/mood:
-gloomy, lonely and feeling a hell lot like shoot