silverfox

Wait ... 20 is out? I didn't know 18 was out, let alone twenty.

I'm drawing. It's fuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. xDD And I'm doing those whatchamacallums, where it says something then you turn it upside down and it says something else. They say Iris rightside-up, but if you flip them, the first says Valkyre and the second says Corryn. I love Corryn. Speaking of which, I found a canniballistic spider down in the basement. It's sitting on its web, munching on a dead spider. Spider eat spider. Haha, canniballism! xDDD;

Blah blah blah. I should go post that new picture to da, but I'm lazy, yes sir. So I'm gonna keep drawing and not bother. xD;

Save the icon offa mine. Cuz I changed the format so it should work now.

Where are you? (I almost typed 'where ate you?' I thought that was funny. I'm not having a good typing day. I keep making typoes) But yeah, you didn't comment at your normal time. Dx

Blah blah blah. I'm drawing a picture, and I'm gonna colour and post it, prob'ly tonight. xDD If not, then I should have it up tomorrow. So yeah, keep checking. It's quite fabulous. Cept the wepeons look suspiciously like Keyblades ... I was reading about keyblades. Apparently there are two kinds; the keyblades of light and the keyblades of dark. and there are two kingdom hearts, anf one keyblade type comes from one, one from the other, but i can't remember which and i'm too lazy to press shift so ya.

:D

i want to post more of apocalypse cept i don't wanna type. and i don't know what i should post. so whatever. any part you'd like to hear? i'm not posting anything that is a spoiler, though. i want people to have something to read if when i publish it. wow, i really can't type today. so i give up. i'm not even gonna try anymore. it's not like i have anything to say ...

I removed the cello line. it's always the same.


That was on the pachelbel video, in the description. I thought of that one guy and the Pachelbel Rant, and cracked up. Yes, I found that hilarious.

Yesterday we had a fire drill, and when we were going back inside, the little kid (maybe 1st, 2nd grade) who was walking in front of me totally had a Demyx haircut. Cept it was black, and a little longer on top, and the part that sticks up was narrower. But it was enough like it that it reminded me of Demyx. So yeah. I'm still trying to get Peter to get a Demyx haircut. I can't stand his haircut. Neither can my dad. He used to put up with it, but now he's like '... you know, I'm getting really sick of that haircut' (cept more nicely) and I says, 'THANK YOU! THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING FOR YEARS!' (which, literally, I have.)

On wednesday we walked past the Gladiator Pit on the way to the play. Me: 'HEY LOOK IT'S THE GLADIATOR PIT!' (pointing at said pit) Girl walking next to me: '... um okay ... what?' (looks at me like I'm mad) (which I am, in case you haven't noticed. I type with only one hand, for crying out loud)

Nothing happened on monday or tuesday. They were boring. Though I did get a little cut on my finger. This morning, I get up, and methinks: 'wtf, where the hell did I get this?' This, I assumed I gored myself with a fingernail and bandaged it. I've done that before (gored a finger with the fingernail on the next one over)

We watched a movie in art class. Because we didn't have anyrthing better to do. Urgh, our new assignment sucks. Maybe I'll refuse to do it. We have to write a newspaper. About REAL THINGS. Dx;;; You should know by now, I can't write realism to save my life. WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH ART? THIS frackING ISN'T ART!! I have thusly (is that a word? well, it is now. because I say so) concluded that my art teacher is out to get me. At first before I knew what it was I was like 'yeeeyyyyyy we get to write something!' Now I think, 'Ugh, we have to write a BLOODY frackING NEWSPAPER.' Ever have the feeling the world is laughing at you? Well, that's how I felt today. Though more because I went to da Vinci to see about my character letter which I was s'posed to have last term, and the teacher was out sick. xD; oh well. I'm done now.

I'm happy cuz Sora's definately gonna be in kh3. I was reading an interview thingy.

Wow, that's fracking long. Must be all the one-sentence paragraphs. Imagine how long if I hadn't taken the double-spaces out ...

I'm listening to the kh1 soundtrack now. xD Wow, I'm obsessed with this music ... I wanna go draw now. I have the sudden urge to illustrate that scene ...

Teehee, lookit what I found ... xDDD

Roxas - Somewhere in Time
Having just awoken from his sleep, his line of vision spread into a hazed world. Though he felt hazy in his dreams too, in this castle in the world-in-between, Roxas felt there wasn’t that much difference.
He had been having dreams for several days. However, he didn’t remember much of their contents. He felt they were fun, yet he felt they were painful as well. He only remembered that every night he has been having a dream. On the other hand, those memories were so weak that they could be forgotten in a few busy days.
The dreams were losing him sleep and he felt absent-minded. As he was about to get out of bed, he realised that a face was peering very closely over him. He sat up and his head collided with his observer’s.
'Ouch!'
The red-haired man grasped his face and crouched in agony. Roxas sighed and said:
'This is what happens when you stick your head out all of a sudden, Axel.'
'No mercy at all?'
The red-haired man, Axel, complained as he stood up. He looked down at Roxas who was still sitting on his bed.
'Why should I be merciful? It’s your fault for sticking your head out when I’m waking up.'
'Is that any way to talk to a friend who just got back from a long mission?'
'I don’t remember being friends with you.'
Roxas got out of bed and, as if to ignore Axel, turned his back to him and donned a black coat.
Axel had said that they were 'friends'. In spite of this, it is an act that that can only be played by the realm of humans. It is a connection that cannot exist in Nobodies because they do not have hearts. Then again, Roxas was not sure what to call this particular closeness that he had with Axel. No. This closeness was just stronger than that which he had with the other members.
'So, what do you want?'
'Xemnas is calling,' answered Axel, sitting on Roxas’ bed.
'What about Marluxia and the others?'
Axel hung his head slightly as Roxas asked.
'Didn’t they come back with you?'
Axel slowly looked up at Roxas, who kept enquiring, and stared at him. Roxas began to feel uncomfortable and looked away.
It had been a few months since Axel had been called to a place called Castle Oblivion on a mission. A handful of other members of the Organization, headed by Marluxia, had also gone there. In that castle’s network of white rooms, the Organization had conducted research. Roxas had no idea what had been researched, nor was he supposed to. Did Axel’s return mean something had happened at Castle Oblivion?
'So anyway, we have to go see Xemnas?'
'Right,' answered Axel, as he stood up and yawned.
As Roxas followed suit, Axel put his hand on his shoulder.
'When that’s done, why don’t we have some ice-cream in Twilight Town?'
'That’s not a bad idea.'
Roxas looked up at Axel beside him, and smiled.
Eating ice-cream in that town is ... not bad at all.
*-*-*-*-*
Sitting on his marble chair, Roxas listened to Xemnas. He was saying that five members, including Marluxia, had been eradicated by the Keyblade Wielder.
'So the Keyblade Wielder has stopped ...'
Xaldin folded his arms.
'The loss of Naminé is a blow. How do you intend to take responsibility for it, Axel?' demanded Saïx.
'I fled back here on the verge of defeat! How am I supposed to be responsible?' retorted Axel.
'Well, never mind. Perhaps we should ask the opinion of our own Keyblade Bearer?' said Xigbar as he gazed at Roxas.
'Well, I ...'
He didn’t have an opinion. Keyblade ... the key to the worlds.
All he knew was that he had the same power as him, no more, no less. He was with the Organization because he had nowhere else to go and wasn’t even certain he wanted to retrieve his lost heart.
'Sora.'
Roxas looked up at Xigbar’s unprovoked call.
Sora?
He felt he’d heard that name before.
'What on earth’s that?' asked Demyx.
'Haha! I see, you don’t know anything,' chuckled Xigbar.
Saïx snorted, Axel frowned, and Demyx tilted his head. Luxord, Xaldin and Xemnas remained impassive.
Their individual reactions were worrisome.
'The fact that the Keyblade Wielder has gone into sleep matters not,' said Xemnas, easing the tension that had built up at Xigbar’s words. 'Axel, you will take Roxas to Hollow Bastion. It appears something is afoot around the Keyhole.'
'But I just got back!' replied Axel indignantly at Xemnas’ order.
'It is your punishment for letting Naminé escape.'
As soon as he finished talking, Xemnas disappeared.
*-*-*-*-*
In the darkness in-between, Axel and Roxas headed towards Hollow Bastion. This ability to traverse the corridors of Darkness connected to various places in various worlds was another one specific to Organization XIII.
'Man ... Give me a break!'
Roxas quietly trailed after an irritable Axel with his hood up.
Sora ... Keyblade ... How confusing ...
'When this is over we’ll definitely get some ice-cream! Got it memorized?'
Axel turned on his heels and faced Roxas.
'... Sora.'
As Roxas pronounced that name, Axel sulked.
'Don’t worry about anything Xigbar says.'
'It’s not like I want to worry but ... it’s just nagging me ...' replied Roxas, who stopped.
'Axel… you know Sora, right?'
Axel looked troubled for a moment and then gazed into Roxas’ face.
'I don’t know. Even if I did, I wouldn’t tell you.'
'Why?'
'.... Because you don’t need to know.'
Axel turned his back to Roxas. There was no need for Roxas to know of the connection between Roxas and Sora ... No, he didn’t want him to know.
Roxas, the special Nobody ... and the Keyblade Wielder ...
Axel wondered how long he would have to continue to lie to Xemnas.
And how long would he have to continue to lie to Roxas?
'Axel!'
'What?'
Roxas stood silently for a moment.
'I want to know.'
'What?'
'... I don’t know.'
Roxas looked bewildered again.
He had nothing… He understood nothing. He felt uneasy because something seemed to be happening to do with a part of himself he didn’t know of.
'Why does the Organization exist?'
'To gather hearts.'
Axel answered Roxas’ question so fast he had probably been preparing for it. Roxas remained perplexed.
'Hey, there’s no point thinking about that sort of thing ... Let's go. We’ll have some ice-cream when we’re done.'
Axel put a hand on Roxas’ shoulder and looked ahead.
That Darkness ahead of them gave out onto Hollow Bastion.
*-*-*-*-*
Roxas and Axel walked through the castle that was falling into ruin.
'I wonder what there is around here?'
At that moment, there was a sudden change in the surrounding atmosphere.
'... Heartless.'
Two Keyblades appeared in Roxas’ hands. As if interpreting it as a signal, Heartless surrounded them.
'What a bore ....'
Setting himself back to back with Roxas, Axel’s Chakrams appeared in his hands.
'Don’t tell me our mission consists of eliminating this lot?'
'Don’t ask me!'
As Roxas answered Axel, he gave a Keyblade a swing. Axel looked impressed and whistled.
'Alright Roxas!'
'Don’t waste your breath. Give me a hand!'
'Yeah, yeah.'
Axel charged forward and struck. In no time at all, the two had defeated all of their foes and the castle was silent once more, void of any presence.
'This actually might have been what our mission was ...'
As Axel tilted his head as there was a sound of fluttering of wings above them.
'What’s that?'
Roxas craned his neck upwards and noticed a single bird-cage suspended from the ceiling. It seemed to be the source of the fluttering sound.
'Shall we let it go?'
Axel responded to Roxas’ question by throwing a Chakram upwards which brought the cage down. A single crow flew out of its broken prison.
'Well then, shall we get going?'
'... Yeah,' replied Roxas, as he glanced at the crow flying off into the distance before staring at the broken cage.
*-*-*-*-*
As the sun was setting in Twilight Town, the sound of playing children could be heard. Ice-cream in hand, the two walked towards the station.
'We’re going there, right?'
'Yep.'
Roxas nibbled his ice-cream.
'Hey, don’t you start eating that yet,' complained Axel.
A ball rolled to a halt at Roxas’ feet.
'Sorry!' yelled a boy.
'Dammit, Hayner!' shouted a girl from behind him, with another, slightly chubby boy trailing her.
Roxas picked up the ball and threw it to them. The three thanked him, took the ball and ran off.
'... They seem about your age.'
'What?'
Axel looked away.
'Nothing.'
Roxas looked puzzled for a moment before walking forward again.
He gazed at a flock of birds which took off into the sky ahead of him.
The castle in which the Organization had taken residence felt like a bird’s cage. He spent his days at a loss about everything and he had been given a role he knew nothing about ...
Yes ... never told anything.
Am I really supposed to be here?
'Don’t just stand there. Sit down.'
'What? Oh, right.'
The two had arrived at the clock-tower above the station. From there it was possible to look out onto the whole town. It was an important place for Roxas and Axel; it was where they had eaten ice-cream on the day they first met.
'Your ice-cream’s gonna melt.'
Roxas hurriedly put his ice-cream in his mouth.
'I didn’t quite understand that mission ...'
'Yeah ...' replied Roxas, dimly.
'I wonder what that crow was?'
'Yeah ..'
Faced with nothing but short, glum answers, Axel let out a sigh.
'Don’t tell me you’re still worried about what Xigbar said?'
'Not really ...'
As Roxas rubbed his nose, a flock of birds flew past.
'I suppose it must be fun, being able to fly like that.'
'... It certainly looks like it,” said Axel as he had some more of his ice-cream.
'I wonder how long we can stay like this ...'
As Roxas spoke, Axel looked up at him. Roxas probably felt like all he had to do, day after day, was missions to defeat Heartless. To be fair, all the missions that were given to him were precisely nothing but Heartless extermination. However, Axel felt this couldn’t be helped. Roxas was special, both in the eyes of the Organization as well as his own. In the same way that the Organization didn’t want to tell Roxas anything, he didn’t want to tell Roxas anything either.
Is that the same as betraying Roxas?
'We might not always be together.'
'What?'
This time, Axel’s sudden words surprised Roxas, who looked at him.
'Hey, don’t look at me like that.'
Axel turned away from Roxas and took a bite out of his ice-cream. Roxas didn’t know of Axel’s dilemma. Axel didn’t know of Roxas’ dilemma.
'... We may not always be together ... huh ...' said Roxas.
'We’ve got to make lots of memories,' laughed Axel.
'What are you on about?' asked Roxas, laughing along.
Can beings without hearts have memories?
'Nah, it’s just ...'
It’s just ... it’s just that, even though Axel didn’t have a heart, he felt something in his chest when he thought that Roxas might be going away.
'Memories ... huh ...' mumbled Roxas to himself as he gazed at the setting sun.
Next to him, Axel took a bite out of his ice-cream, and he too stared into the sunset.
The End

That's from some thingy that was published only in Japan, cuz they're poopheads. Haha, I prolly really stretched the page ... That's the only one I saved. I want to go find more ... at the part about the crow I was like, 'Ha .. ha ha ...' because clearly it was maleficent's (sp?) So ya, dunno if you caught that.

Just as a matter of curiosity ... have you read that before? Did I finally beat you to something? :DD

I know. I've already read it. Your mind knows no end to dirtiness. xD;

That song is quite spectacular. xDD My carmina Burana got deleted. It had pictures of lotr on it. And other fantasy art. It was cool. Dx

We're gonna watch House. WHAT HAPPENED ON TWENTY-FOUR???!??// Bones got cancelled toningt because ... fox sucks.

My dad just called a baseball player Chris Dontsuck. (his real name is Duncan) Because his favourite team has been sucking a lot lately.

Augh poop. This comment has been sitting here since last night. Dx Ugh I'm stupid.

Yunno what I noticed? The Phantom makes a lot of people cry. I was writing this one scene with Phantom and Shadow, and suddenly realised this. The Phantom makes Psyn cry, too. I mean, come on. And Psyn had never cried before, either. I wonder why? Why is it that the Phantom makes people cry? Well, Shadow just kind of started crying; the Phantom didn't make him, per se. Psyn, on the other hand ... I'm not gonna say what the Phantom could say to make a homunculus cry, but the Phantom did say something. xD;

Okay. That said ... I shoud post this. I can't even remember what I said at the beginning of this, but I'm too lazy to go back and read it. xD;

Okay, so I was going to say you could only ask about one, but Shruikan's creation is kind of ... funny. I like Leon too. I think he really should have a German accent. So without further ado ...

1. ... Done.
2. Kitsune ... you should know this one. You drew a picture of a really old charactere of yours, Keira, who was half-fox, and you wrote 'Kitsune' on it. That mispronounciation of the japanese word for 'fox' became her name, because I couldn't think of one and I liked the way it sounded. She doesn't really have a surname ... she just makes one up whenever she has need of one. Nope, you don't get other names, because 'Kitsune' has no other names. Kitsune itself is only an alias.
3. Hehe ... Okay, so before Shruikan existed, the charactere I call the Phantom had a little brother. That charactere played a small but important part, with the Phantom having to make a 'sacrifice' to save him and ... someone else ... was impacted rather strongly. However, the little brother wasn't making sense as the story evolved (the Phantom is an only child), so Shruikan evolved from there. The same basic plot is still there, to a minor extent. With much irony added. Shruikan also became a much 'deeper' charactere. There is a lot more to him than to the once-upon-a-time little brother.
4. Random backstory fact: Kitsune didn't exist before she was nine or so.
5. Hmm, Leon. Well, since they aren't in the story yet, pretty much everything is forestory. What can I say without giving too much away ...? Okay. Leon tells the future with a pack of playing cards similar (but not the same as) Tarot. He has two ravens, Andrenken and Nachdrenken. He is technically a bleach oc, as he is one of the half-hollows, like Ulquiorra. xDD
6. you have seven left.
a) Kitsune's father is, currently, trying to find her.
b) 'Kitsune' had no pseudonyms. Aliases don't need aliases.
c) Leon's top hat and tattoos serve no purpose. No, wait. The top hat because he was inspired by a fanart on da of the Mad Hatter, the tattoos ... I thought they were aesthetic. xD; They are the colour of blood, by the way. Don't remember if I told you.


And remember, I do reserve the right not to answer. It says so in number six. So yeah. Don't waste them all on Kitsune. I'm more likely to dance around those. Which I answered as though about that identity. Because no one cares about the person behind the mask. xDD

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My internet closed on me.

I'm pissed.

I came home after the play. As you can see. Even though there was a chance we were s'posed to go back to school. They said before that we were released right after though; they can't just go and change their minds on us. My teacher told me we could go home. So ha.

I can't remember whatever else Isaid before my internets decided to be a dog and close. I am convinced it is YouTube's fault. Damn you, YouTube. Damn you to Oblivion.

Not having paint would suck. A lot. Dx;;

I want this on a t-shirt. I prob'ly find that a lot funnier than I should. But you know it's gotta be good for me to even think about putting Xaldin on my shirt. xD;

I found my Iris video! I'm happy! :DD You should read Iris. I think you started ... maybe the next chapitre is up ... lalala ...

Gah, I need to do more Tarot. xD; Maybe I can do one of Shadow ... ooh, he shoud be the hanged man! that'd be awesome; I can totally see him as the hanged man. Problem? I've aleady got a Hanged Man started. Poop. Oh well, I s'pose I can have two ...

PICK SOMEONE. I want to answer those queries for one of my characteres. Remember, you've got lots of new people to choose from, in addition to all the interesting older characteres. Ooh, who will you pick? The suspense will be the death of me ..

SEE? (points at the icon) I told you I was a genius ... xDDD

Well ... if it shows up. Dx; It worked on my profile, at least ...