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Meh i dont like school.-_-

i think it is and im sure the gift will look good i cant wait for it

Aw i wish i could help.=("hugs back"
Nothing much. You?^-^

hi ur art is really good i wish i could draw like you

Iv been ok.
How are you?^________^

hehe ^^ yea i hope she can find the time to go soon because just waiting for my birthday was long enough it i have to wait any longer i totally going for a roadtrip and the first stop WILL BE New York ^^ but yea sis i'll defintely take u with me...^^ of course i would i need my fist fight buddy ^_____^ besides i need someone to keep me company and keep me under control in my desperete escape but yea sis i'll totally take u ^^ well thank u for writing to me on my profile <3 i really a appreciate u are very understanding i guess i should say we have matured alot over this past year ^^ yet we're still immature but in a good way xD ^^ well sis hope to see him very soon and have him talk to mama ^^ i want her to see that he does love me ^^ i mean sis....that last night i talked to Cesar he had told me to hold on so i started to sing and i didn't know he was bak and had been listening to me and i finally stopped singing and he said hunny? and i said hmm? and he goes "i'm bak" but he sounded so sad T__T so i asked him what was wrong and he said nothing he told me that my voice was so sweet that it made him cry...sis i don't like hearing him cry it makes me very sad even if they are happy tears but sis when he cries it shows me that he loves me <3 u know how we don't like to see or hear guys cry because its really emotional when they do? well thats how i feel when Cesar cries and it makes me sad but i love him to death Heaven <3 i can't wait to see him ^^ i don't to come bak home when i get to New York and besides =D i can't leave the band ^^ they asked me to sing and i want to sing for them <3 that and i can't leave Cesar when i see him at first glance i won't be able to move, i'll be in so much shocked to believe that i'm actually there and he's here <3 well sis i best get some more schoolwork done so i can talk to him on AIM later bye for now i'll talk to ya laterz ^^ bye for now =D

The Property of Cesar,
~Ashlei~

Ello long time no....ermm..see your avatar.XD

heh sis...he doesn't hate u at all ^^ remember that...^^ don't doubt him okay? but ummm yea if this happens again i'm gonna freaking go to New York i don't care how much trouble i get in i'm going and thats that T_T its the only place i can think off the actually find peace T__T i really want to see him Heaven....i really do...i don't think i can last a month...and i miss his voice alot right now...heck i miss him completely right now T__T i wish mam would understand that i love him and that he's not gonna break my heart and that he loves me just the same /__\ i wish she would believe that our love is strong and our bond is inseperable /__\ i'm just gonna have to prove to her and i'm gonna have him call when i get my phone bak and talk to her...i need her to talk to him...i want to show her that not everyone lies on the interent...and for some reason...i feel like she has lost the will to trust....well i'm working on winning it bak now ^^ i want her to see that i am happy and that i do respect her descision she makes for me even when i don't like them....i'm gonnna work hard....i want to do this for her sake....and for the sake of my love for Cesar....if she takes the pc away from...i'll never be the sis u knew before ever again....but sis lets hope i doesn't come to that ^^ i'm happy but dude i really miss his voice T__T i wish that i could do video call with him right now and just hear him say hello but i know i will get a chance to soon....^^ well sis yea ur right i did forget to that but i'll change it later i'm gonna finish this bloody schoolwork for mam...thank u sis that means alot to me...yea when we're done we can actually go on AIM or YIM or MSN and i get my phone bak ^^ so she can talk to Cesar n_n welp Spud gun thanks for writing xP can't wait to go to New York >3< its gonna be aweshum =D talk to ya soon sis xP

The Property of Cesar,(MINE!!)><!
~Ashlei~

btw why did she want JP to talk to me about boys and stuff? i know i don't know everything about love and boys but i know when i'm in love >>

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