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heeh okies and sorry i'm a not very happy right now *sighs*

time for me to eat. i'll be back after i'm done. shouldn't be too long.

hm....actually i betcha he will he u ask him nicely hun^^ i betcha he will hehe^^;

ooo i see i wonder if he will*sighs*

yea thats what my mum said, but i still don't know, my uncle was really depressed and lived in his room, i think i've got his depression, cuz uncle steven's never went away and he died of it, i think*yawns*c-ya tomorrow i'm coming off*hugs*love you bro

yea i know how u feel i can hardly talk*hugs*so whatcha up 2?

OO *sees u* HEYA BRO *hugs* I'M SORRY UR TIRED*hugs again* LOL I'M DOING OKIES GETTING BORED OF SKOOL HOW ABOUT U?^-^

i'm not kidding, i might do it one day-_-, i don't know way i'm depressed ok, i've had it for a few years, i just keep my feelings bottle up inside. mum gets worried about me because i do it, sometimes i have the urgh to hurt someone like my lil brother with a sharp knife or to maybe run away from home. sometimes i wish i was an only child with no parents, these feelings will never go away and my depression won't go ether, its part of me and its here to stay.

i tried to drown myself, but tailan got me out-_-
i had a weight and some rope tied to me, that i asked shadow to give me

Not yet, but since you mentioned it, I might start soon.