Jacob the Hedgehog
Jacob the Hedgehog
Jacob the Hedgehog by TheGameArtCritic

Description
Description

Used to be Angel. Now not. He's the founder of "Demonoligy" the study of demons. He worked on researching demekarrs when he was accidentally possessed by one, turning himself into the insane "Angel", believing that he was "the messenger of god" and was sent on a mass-murdering rampage.
Eventually, he was seperated from his demekarr. Now baring the guilt of killing everyone in the University he taught at, Jacob joined Hybrid Nation, possibly hoping to repent for his mistakes.
Jacob is in his thirties, tall, and rather skinny. His favorite author is Timothy Adams, who interviews people on the paranormal, and writes about their stories.
Eventually, he was seperated from his demekarr. Now baring the guilt of killing everyone in the University he taught at, Jacob joined Hybrid Nation, possibly hoping to repent for his mistakes.
Jacob is in his thirties, tall, and rather skinny. His favorite author is Timothy Adams, who interviews people on the paranormal, and writes about their stories.
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General Info
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Category Comics » Sonic the Hedgehog » Fan Characters (OC's) » Hedgehogs
Date Submitted
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Category Comics » Sonic the Hedgehog » Fan Characters (OC's) » Hedgehogs
Date Submitted
Views 12843
Favorites... 4
Vote Score 2
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Media Digital drawing or painting
Time Taken 30 minutes
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Media Digital drawing or painting
Time Taken 30 minutes
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mechadragon13 on August 20, 2009, 10:26:16 AM
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Eclipse: we need to go back to the other dimension.
Jacob: Whu...?? Eclipse?? Are you you sure?
Eclipse: ... *nods*
Jacob: ... ... everyone follow me...
20 minutes later, in the storage room*
Jacob: there... I've set it's coordinates directly back to when we left... it will fix all changes we made in time.
Eclipse: thank you, Jacob...
mechadragon13 on August 20, 2009, 1:57:28 PM
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Eclipse: ... if you want to go back, we can go back...
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Arty: *doesnt argue* kay.... *hugs her, and runs off*
Twilight: you too, Misty.
Mist: *gets up and stretches, and starts heading out, then stops, runs back, hugs Twilly, and then runs off*
Twilight: *gets up and starts heading out* ....thanks Mikki. for being there.
Mikenno: anytime, Twilly.
Twilight: *smiles, then goes after Eclipse*
Mikenno: *waits until they're gone, then turns to the urn RHYME* <heheh. better be careful, Sonic. don't wanna give yourself away too soon, you know.> *grins*
TheGameArtCritic on August 18, 2009, 2:50:24 PM
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Mikenno: *a small smile flashes across mikenno's face, so briefly that no one else catches it* <i didn't even have to ask, did i? hahaha.....>
Twilight: *wistfully* at least he's where he deserves to be now........
Arty: .... *nods enthusiastically* yeah.....
Mist: *still spaced out*
TheGameArtCritic on August 18, 2009, 1:20:38 AM
mechadragon13 on August 18, 2009, 2:39:29 AM
TheGameArtCritic on August 18, 2009, 2:46:11 AM

Eclipse: *hugs her a bit tighter* ssshhh... I know... but he had told us before that the call of the afterlife was driving him crazy... wouldn't you finally want to rest in peace if you were him...?
Me: btw, Sonic will be able to move between heaven and earth, because the flower pot, or rather, the urn, is a passageway.
mechadragon13 on August 18, 2009, 2:50:05 AM
TheGameArtCritic on August 18, 2009, 2:57:01 AM

Sonic Ghost: *is behind Eclipse. He can only be seen by Mist. He puts a finger to his lips as if to say "ssshhh", and pats her on the back before disappearing once more. This was simply to assure her that he won't be fully gone. That he'll be watching her...*
mechadragon13 on August 18, 2009, 3:04:35 AM
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mechadragon13 on August 17, 2009, 8:32:29 AM

Mist: D8>!!!!!! *puts her hands over her mouth to stifle a cry*
Arty: *yelps when he hears the blade go SHHHINK, and hugs twilight tighter*
Twilight: *hugs eclipse and arty, somehow managing not to start sobbing*
Mikenno: ........may he finally rest in peace......
TheGameArtCritic on August 17, 2009, 8:46:02 AM
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mechadragon13 on August 17, 2009, 3:31:00 PM

Twilight: ? *is sitting on the couch, with both kids on either side of her*
Arty: *clinging to her arm, eyes red from crying*
Mist: *looking in a different direction, apparently lost in her own little world* .....
Twilight: ......so.... it's done then?
Mikenno: *nods*
mechadragon13 on August 15, 2009, 4:12:43 PM
TheGameArtCritic on August 15, 2009, 4:26:18 PM
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 5:33:02 AM
TheGameArtCritic on August 16, 2009, 11:27:16 AM

Sonic: eheh... hi...?
Eclipse: you BROKE OUT???
Sonic: nooo... :C ... my... my tank got smashed...
Eclipse: ... how...? Whatever... aren't you worried that you'll someone...?
Sonic: nope. ^^ This nice snow leapord helped me :D
Eclipse: PSYCHE???
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 12:59:26 PM
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Eclipse: wh... WHAT?? D8> ... N-no, Sonic! You can't go again!!
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 2:38:43 PM
TheGameArtCritic on August 16, 2009, 2:50:24 PM

Eclipse: *completelly overwhelmed with a feeling of sorrow. Tears fall from his eyes like waterfalls, it's so horrible for him*
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 2:52:54 PM
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mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 3:11:16 PM
TheGameArtCritic on August 16, 2009, 3:46:47 PM

Eclipse: *holds Twilight's hand, still crying*
Sonic: *approaches Eclipse* ... you've grown so much... you have such a loving family...
Eclipse: p-please don't do this S-Sonic... PLEASE...
Sonic: *shakes his head* I'm sorry... ... heh... I remember... I remember that day that Shadow appointed me the role of being your godfather... that suprise... I honestly thought he'd pick Devon... and I remember how little you were as a pup... the first time I held you, and you tried eating my thumb... ... you've come a long way, Eclipse... it's hard to believe you're that same little child... that same angsty teen... I will always remember you... *gives him a hug*
Eclipse: *sobs in Sonic's arms*
Sonic: ssshh...
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 3:55:11 PM

Twilight: *is tearing up also* .......
Arty: *runs up to and hugs his mother, still crying*
Twilight: *hugs him back*
Mist: *comes over to the rest of the group* .......
TheGameArtCritic on August 16, 2009, 4:15:12 PM

Sonic: come on, Eclipse... you're stronger than this... *pats him on the back* ...
Eclipse: *starts softly humming "I'll Follow You Into the Dark", by Death Cab For Cutie*
Me: though this IS a couple song, it's beautiful, and about accepting death...
mechadragon13 on August 16, 2009, 4:23:30 PM
TheGameArtCritic on August 16, 2009, 4:47:56 PM

Sonic: Everyone... when I kill myself... I want you all to destroy my body somehow...
Eclipse: WHAT?? DDD8>
Sonic: I know... you guys wouldn't want to do this, but it's to prevent other people from using it for dark purposes...
Eclipse: *sniffle* i-it's wrong...
Sonic: no... it's just safe... I don't want my death to come back and haunt you guys...
Eclipse: *lets out another sob* so... now what...?
Sonic: now... now I must take my leave... goodbye, Eclipse... Twilight... Mist... Artemis... *backs away from them, closes his eyes, and smiles* ... and goodbye, Shadow... thanks for all the fun times... *holds his retracted hidden-blade to his head*
mechadragon13 on August 17, 2009, 3:24:15 AM
TheGameArtCritic on August 17, 2009, 3:28:28 AM

Sonic: *activates the blade, which shoots out into his own head. He grunts in pain. He gives his family one last smile, and he feels tears streak down his face, before finally falling down, and losing all motion*
Eclipse: DDDD8>
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Psyche: *shivers as her own blood drips on the floor. She's not a fighter, and is not used to pain stronger than stubbing one's toe* ... *turns to Eclipse* Eclipse...
Eclipse: *stands up from where he was thrown off by Mikenno, and listens to Psyche*
Psyche: I need you to forget what I just told you to do... forget, and regain your free will... *blinks once*
Eclipse: nnrgh? *rubs his eyes a bit, and blinks a few times* ...??
mechadragon13 on August 14, 2009, 7:59:50 AM
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Mikenno: *slows his pace, then just stops walking* th-that's........ that's impossible......... *turns around, and quickens his pace, headed back outside*
TheGameArtCritic on August 14, 2009, 2:55:59 PM
mechadragon13 on August 14, 2009, 3:22:36 PM

Me: yeah! i was thinking you could draw them, you know, talking to each other as they were, but then there would be these weird outline/colored shadow things that represent their minds, and that THEY would fight each other in the background. :3
TheGameArtCritic on August 14, 2009, 3:34:31 PM
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Psyche: *behind Mikenno* I know how to help him... *to Sonic* what's the problem?
Sonic: chip in my head... orders me to kill... if I don't kill, it sarts driving me crazy with these hypnotic voices... the voices start HURTING ater a while... and the chip is keeping me from killing myself...
Psyche: *nods* I can help you, that's for sure. Would you be ok if I brainwashed you into ignoring all the chip's commands, and not feel any pain the chip gives out?
Sonic: that... that would be GREAT! <:D
Psyche: *to Mikenno* Mikenno... is it ok if I...?
mechadragon13 on August 15, 2009, 3:29:08 AM
TheGameArtCritic on August 15, 2009, 3:34:51 AM
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TheGameArtCritic on August 15, 2009, 4:14:27 AM

Sonic: *looks at her, and gets eye contact with Psyche. He almost immediately goes into a trance* ! ...
Psyche: good... I need you to relax...
Sonic: *his breathing slows down, and his shoulders drop loosely, making him look almost dead in the chair*
Psyche: can you hear me?
Sonic: *in a monotone voice* yes...
Psyche: good... is the chip bothering you right now...?
Sonic: no...
Psyche: that's good... now listen, I need you to do exactly what I say, no matter what, understand...?
Sonic: yes... I understand...
Psyche: I need you to ignore anything the chip tells you to do...
Sonic: I will... ignore the... chip...
Psyche: exacly... you will not feel any pain that the chip tries to make you feel for not killing...
Sonic: I will not... feel... the chip's... punishment program...
Psyche: good... now finally, I want you to snap out of your trance when I count to three...
Sonic: ...
Psyche: one... two... three.
Sonic: !! *sits upright from his slouched position, blinking a few times, and looking around* Is it over already? I could have sworn you had me all zombie-ish for a half-a-second!
Psyche: actually, you were like that for a few minutes.
Sonic: well... wow... thank you! You've really helped me out! :D
Psyche: it's no problem ^^
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Eclipse: *there* oh jeez... what do YOU want...?
Psyche: ... i-if I I told you... y-you'd get mad...
Eclipse: I'm ALREADY somewhat mad at you...
Psyche: *sighs* ... I just want to help...
Eclipse: ...???
Psyche: *raises a hand to Eclipse* you are to go into a trance, and do everything I say...
Eclipse: !! Y-You...!! You... ... *his eyes droop, and he makes a zombie nod*
Psyche: ... do you have an anger problem...?
Eclipse: *nods again*
Psyche: I want you to NOT have that problem... alright?
Eclipse: ... yes... I will not... be angry with... people... when not... neccessary...
Psyche: ... good... I also need you to trust people more... alright?
Eclipse: ... I... understand...
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Mikenno: !!! *manages to keep his shield up when eclipse tackled him down, but his attack is halted momentarily* rrrrr *shoves eclipse off* sorry, buddy. *glares back at psyche* you don't use my best friend against me. *a dragon-like growl forms in his throat* not without consequences. *suddenly slashes at psyche, stabbing at her mentally at the same time*
TheGameArtCritic on August 14, 2009, 6:01:44 AM
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mechadragon13 on August 12, 2009, 5:55:51 PM

Me: it's not you at all! if i were ABLE to sleep, i would have konked out four hours ago! aah wtf?! my freaking eye is freaking TWITCHING. MAKE IT STOP. i might get off at any moment, buddy, i dont think i can take this any more.
Twilight: *looks up at him with a hint of silent gratitude* .....fine........ if you really want to........ *hugs him. tiiiiightly*