DracoLuvur1

Moo, I just went to be born and because of my near death experience no one wants to hear about. >>

Oh, don't blame it on yourself. We're both feeling better now, aren't we?

Moo, I've only been to the hospital twice, and I don't remember those times. >>

My day yesterday was great! Especially since I was favved three time, got picture of the hour, and my art teacher is using one of my Eff/D-boy drawings for a school magazine! ^^

Oh. *curses self for misinterpretation*

Well, how about how your day went yesterday before the fight?

I wasn't trying to, just stating.

So, what would you like to talk about? o.o?

That's good, you two were making me depressed with including me in your fight (not to sound heartless there).

Thank you! I might make some more soon!

I'm sorry again for saying this, I shouldn't say such things. *goes to punish self*

I never told Calisto this...she makes me depressed as well.

I've spent years thinking of the chemistry of the Doughboy pairing, and I've lived with the fear of Mom finding out for a long time. I finally felt the drive to draw them from Jakensowner, and when I drew them, it felt wonderful. Then Calisto came along, and everyone would rather look at her Doughboys then mine. It was cute at first, but now it's insulting to me. She turned Eff into this cold b****d, yet the form I gave him shows him as wanting to enjoy life. Then she made D-boy this feeble creature, when in it feels more like he'd be a near empty shell, stripped of nearly all emotion ever since Eff was ripped from him and became his own entity.

It's sick to me sometimes how everyone wants to see them having loveless intercourse instead of unfolding their past as they discover their emotions for each other.

I never said that you shouldn't be.
It seems that you keep taking the things in my profile way out of context. But I'm not here to play the blame game.
I've told you that everything is fine, the things I tell you are not to cause concern, they're just to inform you.
So then, do you perfer me not to tell you anything bad? Because I won't if you tell me not to.
I joke in an attempt to cheer you up.
You see how I'm telling you the reasons I'm doing this? I can easily say 'I don't have to justify myself to you'. But I'm not.
You know, you teach people how to treat you. And I can't treat you like you want me to unless you specifically TELL ME.
Other than that, I wasn't intending to cause harm, but it's obvious I did.

...I'm sorry that my words are of little comfort...