GaaraLover

but im still confused. y would some1 want to hurt me. i never hurt neone ever. i even try to help people as hard as i can but i end up with some1 telling me to go away or just to die and do the world a favor

i will survive. i will and there will b nothing to make me want to die ne more. u should read my about me profile ull see wat i mean. i have gotten this far i might as well survive. i will not do nething to hurt me ne more. i hurt my gf i hurt my friends like u and ur sis. i hurt everyone. including myself.

i hate the people who hurt me. i was happy and they stole it.

im listening to green day. that is not helping at all. ive tried to draw but my hands are so shaky. i try to listen to music. ive listened to a band named relient k it is helping a little. i also listened to move along by all american rejects.

i am wondering wat love is. is it something people do to eachother to hurt them.

i take itachis words to heart. i have survived in a unsightly way. i have clung to life. i have tried to hold it in. but it is hard. i feel like i am always tortured in a cruel and sick way.

Im srry if im depressing u. i had screenshots of her saying that. i dont believe them but it haunts me.

Same

but i feel like killing(im not then i would hurt her more) the people who did this to me. i was happy. i felt pain that is close to unbearable but i was happy. u know i was i felt good...u could tell.

but i survive ne way. somehow i have survived this long. i cant give up now.