GaaraLover

Hey, sup?

then other than her....i dont have a reason to live. im talentless. i cant draw and i know that. she is life to me.

i never felt love like i had from her. i have had gfs but i mean....i did not know love. she taught me how to love and that i could b loved. im srry that i did that. in fact ur sis has helped me recover.

we are still together. i just....cant.....4get it.....it haunts me. in my sleep it haunts me. in my thoughts. in my emotions and actions. i love her so much...that i felt like someone finally liked me. and when i heard that i was feeling like my purpose in life was gone.

i did something worse tho. i wanted to die. i was stopped by her again. u probably found out wat i tried to do. i had swords by me.

only the sand shield was my gf. she had stopped me from keep going. i told her that i could not hurt her. every cut i made was hurting her.

i remind myself of him when he was a child. i cut myself. i feel confused.

im still crying from that day. i feel like Gaara when he was a child.

one of them were her ex bf. but she is going to the same....state as her x bf. i.......had cut myself. i thought that the pain of that would go away if i had hurt in a different way.

my gfs friends. they said that she was cheating on me. i found out she wasnt by a way only me and shikamaru can do. i....hurt myself in a way. i was confused.