Shadowlover8

I know EXACTLY how you feel. Yes yes, friends are the best. I don't get to see my friends very often at school. Two of them are in my ward so I see them at church and the other one I talk to online. I'm rereading Desert Rose by Adelianna(a fanfic on fanficion.net) and I'm reading Mistborn by Brandon Sanderson (a real live book, he's my current favorite author). It's okay, it's okay, I don't mind. I can understand how tiring it can be and how busy it can be to have to upload pictures to two accounts.

Awesomeness!!! I'm glad it's over with! I don't like it when my friends are sad. YES!!! NO MORE STUPID SCHOOL!!!!! I'm not going to enjoy going back XP. I HATE high school. Drawing is good. I'm in a reading mood, so I might go reread that one story on fanficiton. . . . Reading is AWESOME. Ooh, I'm excited to see more of that. ^^ SECRET PROJECT!!! I wanna see that too, but you don't have to post any of it here 'cause I know where you are on DA. ^^

I'm happy to see you too! ^^ I'm glad you're doing good. Ooh, exciting. I won't ask about it though 'cause it's secret ~_^ Ooh, yeah, don't think about the sad stuff. I hope it passes soon. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I'm doing great right now. Been on a drawing, writing, and reading spree, excited for Christmas to FINALLY get here. I'm also excited to go on vacation and I'm happy there isn't any school for a little while. ^^ You?

MARIA-SISSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU IN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW ARE YOU DOING?!?!? ARE YOU HAPPY?!?! ARE YOU HAVING A GOOD CHRISTMAS SEASON?!?! IS YOUR LIFE OKAY?!?!? IS IT BEING NICE TO YOU!?!?! BE HAPPY SISSY, BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maria, I read what Hazel said to you. I Sent her a message that I thought you would like to read.


Please come back. You can stop the animations. I just want you here. I haven't been on because my g-ma has moved in for the holiday's. So I can not get on as much -.-... I wasn't here when Charity said that to you. TMM and SC CAN in fact have a secret relationship. Charity just got a little jealous. You may hate charity, and you may Hate me. But don't do this to the site. I really thought I was doing everything right... Posting on things when I had time, Doing the animations, Making gift's for eveyone, Chatting when I wasn't at christmas stuff or doing finals. I REALLY thought I was doing everything right. I wish you would have told me before things came to this. I am sorry.


Here's the message to charity:

"That's okay. i understand. We can help keep the site active, But I am going through a difficult time right now. My G-ma has moved in for the holidays and I can't get on much.


Charity, Lol... I looked back at the Old cbox messages and and saw what made maria leave... don't get depressed or anything...But I Saw that you kinda snapped on her...


Maria: yeah u dont hate me my @$$
21 Dec 08, 22:59
Cherry: read what?
21 Dec 08, 22:59
firehead: Read it.
21 Dec 08, 22:59
Cherry: no. Just informing,...in a nice way. I was just saying while it was on the brain
21 Dec 08, 22:58
Maria: r u angry at me or somethin?
21 Dec 08, 22:58
Maria: ? wat does that have anything to do with this?
21 Dec 08, 22:58
Cherry: looked back at the old messages
21 Dec 08, 22:57
Cherry: yeah, I read that.
21 Dec 08, 22:57
Cherry: besides, he would get on an explain anyways. Oh, also. There is no secret love between SC and TMM
21 Dec 08, 22:57
Cherry: just busy even though he said hes free
21 Dec 08, 22:56
Cherry: no
21 Dec 08, 22:56
Maria: i wonder if hes sick again...O.o


You just had to shoot down her idea didn't you??? lol, She was happy then you had to get involved with her creative psychi! I am not mad. But I am not taking the blame for maria leaving this time. We were just brain storming idea's to keep the site running, and you completely shot her down OVER AN IDEA. 'I' am not mad at you, But you better not drag me into this. I will try to get Maria back. But you have to know the reason she left.

Maybe she wanted a relationship with tmm to create some DRAMA in the RP. Sound familiar?? You both do it xD... Maria already thinks you hate her. you didn't have to shoot her down on something that wasn't even really yours to decide.

I am not mad at you, I am just disappointed.

I also think you are a little jealous.

1. She is older than you
2. she has a scanner and PS
3. She is helping with the Animations for the site
4. She has a Higher PL than you
5. She is always rping and you can not seem to be as consistent as her
6. She isn't bi polar
7. She is always on
8. She is always busy and still has time to RP like crazy, when you are the exact opposite
9. she got senshi of the month first
10. She was able to work her way around the rules

Charity, I want you to know something. When I started this site, I wanted equal opportunity's for everyone , and that ment treating everyone equal. And I wasn't doing that with you. I was harder on you because I knew you could do better. I didn't think it would make you a little jealous of the people who got things the second they wanted. Like Maria. She worked for everything she has on this site and that puts her where she is today. THE STRONGEST PERSON ON THE SITE. I admit it is my fault, I put to much pressure on you AND to much praise, and some times no praise at all. I am sorry. Just please. Let's get maria back. After all, What would be do with out her? she runs the site now. Without her, We can't function right, we would be at each other's THROAT. Just please, let's put this all behind us and get maria back


^^, you can do it charity. I have faith that you can do everything, because your one of my best friends. And So is maria. But without her, neither one of us can do ANYTHING... So what do ya say? Let's get her back?"

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I stood up for you, and I am sorry that I wasn't here to do that earlier!!! I just don't know if your leaving cause of me or cause of hazel. I didn't mean to offend you. But thing is, neither need charity. She doesn't even know what she did wrong. She's like a new puppy who chews up your slippers. They can't tell if they hurt you or if hey were just playing.

Well I told her flat out that she was jealous and needed not to be. So I hope you reply to this message and at least give Charity a chance to explain or at least give me and you a chance to teach her a lesson ;) *maybe we'll let her be evil, just to kill her. lol who knows. maybe it wouldn't be so bad to have an active evil player.*

And who know's, maybe if you want to... we could start all over for the new year! make a new story with new characters and rules! Maybe then we won't be to reliant on 1 person to continue an RP...

It's your call Maria, Just come back to make it! ^^

P.S. I am sorry if I did anything to offend you. If I did, I really don't know what it was I did.

who's Jenny?

You're welcome. ^^ I'm sure you will.

*thinks for a moment* I got nuthin'

Hmmm......... I don't know what you should change it to, but changing it sounds like a good idea.......

*shakes head* Of course not. Though, I don't remember the title either, but I'm just stupid like that XP