Yamikizz
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| Username | Yamikizz | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | North Richland Hills | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | YUGIOH! Yup, That's It... | |
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THE VOICE OF ADEN
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
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InuyashasPetAngel on November 21, 2007, 5:36:45 AM
BLAIRE!!!!!!!!! I misseded yoooou!!!!!Yamikizz on November 21, 2007, 11:56:36 AM
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I know you did! So did I!!! *huggles Manga* T^T I'm sorry, my dad is being really mean and barely letting me on the computer anymores! What happened to you on Quizilla anyways? I'm still waiting for your reply! :(
InuyashasPetAngel on February 1, 2008, 11:16:22 PM
I'm pretty sure I replied... but my internet is behaving badly so I may have sent it and it didn't reach you. T_TI tried messaging you my next chapter of INSANITY, but now there's a word limit on messages! HOW STUPID IS THAT? So I have to send one chapter in two or three parts. Sorry...
InuyashasPetAngel on November 21, 2007, 1:05:21 PM
*huggles back* T_T It's been so stupidly busy lately... I've had no time to track you down here and talk to you.I replied! I hope. O_O I'll double-check.
Why aren't you being allowed on the computer?
InuyashasPetAngel on November 21, 2007, 1:09:04 PM
I replied to our latest 'skit' XD but if you sent another message, I didn't get it. >_>BEAN WAS BANNED!?!?!?!?!? WTF!?!?!!?!?? WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?
Yamikizz on November 22, 2007, 12:30:44 PM
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I know! It's stupid, isn't it?! TTT^TTT It was the flamers! They reported her!!! MY SISSY!!!!! TTT^TTT She was my bestest friendie on here too! (Your my bestest on Quizilla, but not here. Sowwy. ^^) >:# But anyways, I'll send it agian... ^^; But I know I replied to it. <.<
InuyashasPetAngel on November 23, 2007, 9:52:49 AM
lol That's okay.*kills flamers* Bean was an awesome artist! T_T
I got it this time! I will reply now! ^^
Yamikizz on November 25, 2007, 4:11:40 AM
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Heh, That's good. ^^ But yes... Bean was my favorite artist on here... I know I'll miss her... T^T I should write a poem in her greatness! ^_OInuyashasPetAngel on November 25, 2007, 6:05:31 AM
She was one of my favs too. This bites. But wasn't she on DA too? I know she had a myspace... Ah well. :SGood idea. :P
Yamikizz on November 26, 2007, 10:04:16 AM
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I know she had a myspace, but I don't know the name. >.< And her Diviant, she left too I belive. :( I can only hope I run into her somewhere sometime. <.<InuyashasPetAngel on November 28, 2007, 8:01:29 AM
Yeah! :(Yamikizz on January 27, 2008, 6:34:24 AM
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Cool. >.< By the way Manga, did you not get my reply on Quizilla AGIAN? o-o Damn, that is SOOO irritating. I'm going to start double clicking that damn thing... <.<InuyashasPetAngel on February 23, 2008, 11:06:33 AM
No, my internet is misbehaving. I'm so sorry, but I haven't been able to get online in FOREVER!!!!!!!!! T_T *huggles*KrazyPerson on November 12, 2007, 4:31:33 AM
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YoYamikizz on November 12, 2007, 6:23:29 AM
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Hey... ^^; Long time no see, huh? I've missed you... *huggles* Since Bean got banned, I've been rather down. You?KrazyPerson on November 12, 2007, 6:26:37 AM
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OK, 'sept I think all my art sucks >.>Yamikizz on November 12, 2007, 6:29:35 AM
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Hmmm.... Lucky you. XD It sucks @$$ to be depressed. I'm banned from the cmoputer... But as you can see, I don't give a frack. XDKrazyPerson on November 12, 2007, 6:34:25 AM
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Whhoo... Let's be emo together! XD
