Yamikizz
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| Username | Yamikizz | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | North Richland Hills | |
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THE VOICE OF ADEN
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
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XxSingTheSorrowxX on October 7, 2007, 10:20:53 AM
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Yamikizz on October 18, 2007, 7:20:27 AM
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Heh heh... ^^; You know me, Manga. All I know is Yu-Gi-Oh... Sorry. >.<Yamikizz on October 7, 2007, 10:28:02 AM
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Ohh... Your one of Blair's brothers, arn't you? Flamers. I'm trying my best, but their evil things. *bites lip* Sorry. But that's all I can say to help you.XxSingTheSorrowxX on October 7, 2007, 10:29:03 AM
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Yamikizz on October 7, 2007, 10:31:00 AM
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*smirks* Thank you for helping me... I love a caring faimly at the bottom of my dark heart. Although... I hate to admit it. Let's all fight for my friend, and your sister. *smirks*XxSingTheSorrowxX on October 7, 2007, 10:32:54 AM
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Yamikizz on October 7, 2007, 10:33:51 AM
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Sweet. >:) Just for the record, you better hurry. I've already started flaming their sorry asses. X3XxSingTheSorrowxX on October 7, 2007, 10:34:51 AM
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Yamikizz on October 7, 2007, 10:39:01 AM
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Look for her profile, Bean, and her pictures. The first page is loaded. Start there.VXIII on October 7, 2007, 9:22:59 AM
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The last time I checked, having an opinion was not something I could be deleted for - the worst that could possibly happen is that you'll just annoy whoever you report me to.Haha, and I don't just have two accounts.
Also, I have nothing against Blair, other than that she has, in the past, traced over other people's work without permission. As long as she never does it again, I am willing to leave her alone - but if she does, I won't hesitate to report it. I can't understand why the truth would make you react in such an immature manner, especially when I have absolutely nothing against you.
I would have been more than willing to show you my artwork, were it not for the condition that it had to have my name on it. I am not in the habit of doing that, so all my art has no name on it whatsoever, meaning I could just show you any piece of art I found online, and you would never know whether it was mine or not. If, however, you still want to see it, I'll happily give you the address to my DeviantArt account?
Yamikizz on October 7, 2007, 9:53:14 AM
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I'm not acting immature. I'm protecting my friend. And how would you know this? How would you know what she's done? Unfortunatly though, your words are true. She has done some things like that. She told. BUT she also said, that she'll never do it agian, guilt was killing her, and these flamers are more then she can handel.
I naturally make war. Not peace. But I will be willing to do so if you promise to stop flaming Blaire for stupid reasons and past mistakes. *smirks* And sure, hit me with your drawings.
VXIII on October 7, 2007, 11:32:10 AM
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Hm, I guess I can see why you would defend her - I would probably do the same, were she my friend. Although I would perhaps do it in a less caps-lock-of-rage type way, hehe.I do believe that if she keeps her word, the amount of flamers she gets will severely drop. However, there is still a difference between people who flame, and those who try and give a little advice - both shouldn't be tarred with the same brush.
For example: 'Your drawing sucks, nothing is right. Go away and never draw again' = flame.
'You could make it a little better by maybe changing the position of the hand a bit - perhaps have it curled into a fist' = advice.
Haha, and as for me stopping flaming Blair - I couldn't flame her right now anyway, she's blocked my accounts. But don't worry, like I said anyway, I won't flame her for as long as she never traces other people's stuff. Meh, and even if she did, I'd just go off and report it in silence...
http://larxziss.deviantart.com/ So, how many revenge flames can I expect to get from you? =p
And yeah, I am aware the art on there sucks - I'm more of a photography person myself, and most of my drawings are sitting in a folder on my floor, waiting to be scanned... Perhaps one day I'll get them uploaded for people to see.
VXIII on October 7, 2007, 11:34:05 AM
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By the way, in case you get any wrong ideas - no, I did not report Blair over on DA. Nor did I even report her here. That was done by someone else. Not that I know who or anything.Yamikizz on October 8, 2007, 1:08:40 AM
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What you where saying was not advice if that's what you where trying to pull off. And besides, I love the "Caps-Locks-of-Rage-Thing" I'm a goth after all. My myspace shows that clearly. XDDD So should my profile here for that matter. And I don't flame, It's retarded. -_-'Artema on October 21, 2007, 2:11:50 PM
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I love the "Caps-Locks-of-Rage-Thing". I'm a goth after all.
Oh, dearie, please hush. You're as close to goth as the Bauhaus is to Hanson.
It's sweet of you to defend your friends- I would do the same for mine if faced with attackers, but I am also not afraid to question my friends if they have indeed done something idiotic. True friends don't just kiss up.
While you're a confessed fan of capslocking, if you don't wish to look silly in the future it would serve you well to tone down on the RAGE OF DOOM OMG ANGST ANGST *smirky* nonsense and approach any questioners and the like with some small measure of civility. It would help your defense a little.
Cheers.
Yamikizz on October 22, 2007, 8:18:25 AM
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I suppose. ^-^ But Blaire was my first friend on here, She's so nice and were sissy's. ^_O I can't just stab her like that. I'm gonna protect her from those damn flamers even if it costs me my sanity and my title. XDDD(And thanks for the label. XD I looovvveee being labeled if it's one I approve of... *smirky*)
Artema on October 22, 2007, 4:13:08 PM
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I suppose. ^-^ But Blaire was my first friend on here, She's so nice and were sissy's. ^_O I can't just stab her like that.Who said anything about 'stabbing'? I call my friends on their nonsense all the time and they return the favour. I'll admit that the majority of them can't draw, but I've been glad for all the times they've noticed something off or unbalanced with a piece of mine. :3
I'm gonna protect her from those damn flamers even if it costs me my sanity and my title. XDDD
Then please realise that constructive criticism is not a flame. A good artist, regardless of technical ability and skill level, should be able to take criticism of their work. So any comments on the level of "the perspective is off/your grasp of anatomy needs work and here's where it looks a little wonky/et cetera" aren't meant to be attacks- they're meant to help.
As for comments like "omg slut/this sucks"? Those are flames and the posters deserve to get reported.
(And thanks for the label. XD I looovvveee being labeled if it's one I approve of... *smirky*)
Ah, so you're a fan of the Bauhaus, then? :3 What about Ministry and Siouxsie Sioux- I'm partial to Ministry before they went all Industrialish.
Yamikizz on October 23, 2007, 8:39:36 AM
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Most of the flames where like that, and they we'rnt just cristism, it was cruel. >.< And besides, she's had to deal with sooo many flamers, that those assholes have practically broken her. And no way in either Heaven or Hell are they going to get away with it! So I don't care if I'm making myself look stupid. I'm breaking my back for a friend, not some random dumb-@$$.VXIII on October 8, 2007, 2:46:44 AM
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No, I admit it wasn't advice...but neither was it a full-blown 'you suck - go off and kill yourself flame'. It was sort of somewhere in the middle, pointing out the faults without giving any ideas on how to improve them.I guess I was just a bit annoyed about the whole tracing thing, because normally I'm not like that at all - I am overly honest about stuff, but I do tend to favour either giving advice, or not saying anything... Unless, of course, the thing I'm commenting on is actually godawful and irredeemable, which Blair's artwork is not.
I don't really like labelling myself, but I'm probably pretty gothic too - at least on the inside. I'm mostly emo though, or at least that's what people keep telling me...
And I can certainly relate to what you've said on your profile - there were times while I was reading it that I was wondering whether you had somehow found a way into my head, because what you wrote was so exact to how I feel right now (and have felt for years), hehe.
I'm glad you don't flame - and I'm not just saying that because I'm relieved you won't flame my stuff - I daresay I'd deserve it if you did - but because flaming, for the most part, is utterly worthless. And even on the few occasions when it is worthwhile (this one, for example), it still has a certain lameness to it, even though it may get the desired result.
That's pretty much the only reason why I'm not going to apologise to Blair, because she was in the wrong. You can tell her though that if she keeps her word on the tracing thing, I will never, ever flame her again - and that's a promise.
Yamikizz on October 9, 2007, 8:29:11 AM
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Heh, thanks for the comment on my work. It took me forever to write that. I want to be a novelist someday. *smirks* I write all my stories on Quizilla for the time being. But that is the true me, Dark, Poetic, and for the most part, Creepy. >.< I hate to admit it, but it's true. And always will be. My... Lover, and best friend was murdered... And ever since then I've never been the same.
And I'll admit what Blarie did was wrong. But I could never hate her for such things. She was my first, and best friend on here. ^w^ And trust me, these flamers have made her really upset... She won't do it agian.
XxSingTheSorrowxX on October 7, 2007, 11:42:54 AM
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VXIII on October 7, 2007, 11:57:47 AM
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Hehe, it's always handy to have a big brother for keeping people in line - I'd certainly make sure my sister never did it again too, were I in your position.Not that I ever think she will do it again, of course.
I'll try and have a word with some of the other flamers, and see if they'll be willing to leave her alone - but I really can't guarantee it...so it's not my fault or anything if people continue, okay?
Oh, and I love your little avatar thingy, by the way.
TheWolfsgirl90 on September 26, 2007, 6:40:38 AM
^^Hi sheck this out http://www.fanart-central.net/pic-521232.htmlYamikizz on September 27, 2007, 8:46:29 AM
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lol, I don't watch Naruto, But I know for a fact that was Garaa. I have to show that to my friend Zoe. She's so Garaa obsessed it's creepy! >.<TheWolfsgirl90 on September 27, 2007, 9:11:29 PM
XD lol!!Yamikizz on September 28, 2007, 8:05:39 AM
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O_O It's not funny. I'm serious. My friend, Martin, once said Garaa was gay, and she litterly clawed his arm to ribbons. *shivers* She can be really creepy...KrazyPerson on September 13, 2007, 5:30:14 AM
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What's with your new icon? O.oYamikizz on September 24, 2007, 8:42:56 AM
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XDDD You love it don'y you? ~_^ Admit it, you do. XDDD BOW DOWN TO MY AWESOME ICON! *laughs evily*KrazyPerson on September 25, 2007, 12:13:37 AM
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I don't get it... O.oYamikizz on September 27, 2007, 8:44:48 AM
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O_O You...Don't get it? ^^; Umm... Sweetie... You'll understand in good time then... Becuase if you don't know by now what my icon means then I'm not sure your parents want you to know... <.<KrazyPerson on September 27, 2007, 9:03:59 AM
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It's yaoi.... Right? I am 16 after all. I'm just a bit slow XDYamikizz on September 28, 2007, 8:37:20 AM
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And I'm 14. XD But no, It could be Yaoi I suppose, but It's pretty much a sex scene between Ryou and whoever owns the Icon. XDDDKrazyPerson on September 28, 2007, 12:20:56 PM
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ok... O.oYamikizz on September 29, 2007, 9:11:47 AM
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XDDD Admit it, you love it, don't you? ^w^KrazyPerson on September 30, 2007, 6:43:09 AM
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Welll............... to be honest..... I liked your Yami one better ^^;Yamikizz on October 5, 2007, 4:36:24 AM
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Lol, I don't like Yami too much any more. Me Yami Bakura fan... He's sooo sexy! :DKrazyPerson on October 5, 2007, 6:04:09 AM
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Whatever... but, I GET SHIGURE SOHMA!!!Yamikizz on October 6, 2007, 7:35:24 AM
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o-O Who's that? XDKrazyPerson on October 9, 2007, 5:24:12 AM
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My love! ♥
Yamikizz on October 9, 2007, 8:33:02 AM
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O_O No offense, but you really should have stuck with Ryou... XDKrazyPerson on October 10, 2007, 2:05:23 AM
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I'm actually not a huge Yu-Gi-Oh fan... I only read it because... Hmmm I have no idea. :/Yamikizz on October 11, 2007, 8:22:27 AM
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O_O *is so overly shocked she can't belive it* Then what are you doing here? ^^; I'm the biggest Ygo fan in the world and hate or dislike pretty much every other anime... How odd... <.< You seemed like a pretty big fan when I first met you... *is confused*KrazyPerson on October 14, 2007, 7:33:58 AM
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*sigh* Then I guess I should just leave right now.... I love Fruits Basket 100,000,000,000 exc. times more then Yu-Gi-Oh...Yamikizz on October 14, 2007, 8:06:53 AM
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XD You don't have to love Yu-Gi-Oh to be my friend you know... As long as you don't dis it and call it stupid and be mean then your just as good as any of my other friends. *huggles* I'm just shocked. XDKrazyPerson on October 14, 2007, 8:10:50 AM
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It's kinda hard to talk to you though ^^;Yamikizz on October 15, 2007, 8:28:15 AM
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Why's that? <.< Sorry If I'm being anti-socail... I'm not trying to be! I swear! T^TKrazyPerson on October 16, 2007, 12:39:52 PM
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We just don't talk much... ^^;Yamikizz on October 17, 2007, 8:33:01 AM
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If you say so, <.< Take me off your friends list if you want too... *shrugs* I'll get over it...KrazyPerson on October 17, 2007, 10:05:08 AM
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NOOO!!! T_TYamikizz on October 19, 2007, 10:01:02 AM
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Lol, *huggles* Tank yew den. ^w^ranphasetokelly on September 12, 2007, 2:11:21 AM
=O ohh O_OHikariYugiYamiAtemu on September 10, 2007, 7:24:26 PM
cool! an eletric guitar...I never seen an electric guitar nor playing it! XD it must cool to have one since you like it very much...:) your dad must be very care about you...^^aww...don't be sad...at least you can meet your school friends again..^^;
Braincap ? O.O well..I do wish that I drink a potion that can boost my memory and makes me intelligent! XD I think I should go to Harry Potter's wizard world to find that potion! *rides a broom* yay! XD
Yamikizz on September 11, 2007, 12:18:25 PM
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*laughs* Good luck with that sweetie! XD And school friends? I suppose... But I see them during summer, and school is full of preps, dorks, and old people. And not to mention someone called me 'ugly betty' today! *cries and cries louder*ranphasetokelly on September 8, 2007, 6:03:02 PM
how are you ^-^Yamikizz on September 11, 2007, 12:19:06 PM
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*shrugs* Alright I suppose... Have been better...ranphasetokelly on September 6, 2007, 11:13:35 PM
hiya =DYamikizz on September 8, 2007, 10:58:26 AM
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Hi. ^-^
