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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
Date Joined Location North Richland Hills
Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*

Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)

Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)

Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)

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HikariYugiYamiAtemu on July 6, 2007, 3:41:06 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemutrue..*nods* I'm worried too! since that my drawings is a little different from my previous ones! >< but that means I'm improving! XD lol...

by the way, thanks for your funny comments! XD how's your day ?

Celine : oohh! an ice-cream stall! *runs towards it like a lightning*

Nicole : NOOO!! not the sugar rush!!! *chases her*

lol..XD

Yamikizz on July 6, 2007, 3:59:10 PM

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YamikizzHorrible... My mother just got fired, and has been crying all day... Me and one of my best friends, (not on here.) Greg, just had a fight, I think I was a bit too hard on him... (He's rather sensitive.) and I was forced to watch to watch spongebob... :(

KairiDono on July 5, 2007, 10:28:02 AM

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KairiDonoHow come the pic's not posted 0.o

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 11:26:46 AM

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YamikizzI know... I knew that you'd realize by now... Belive it or not, when I said I was going to post it, I didn't know that my mother's scanner was broken... T^T You don't have to belive me, but I swear its true...

KrazyPerson on July 6, 2007, 12:47:40 AM

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KrazyPersonOh..... that sucks....

Yamikizz on July 6, 2007, 9:21:25 AM

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YamikizzSo you may have to wait a few MONTHES! DAMN IT ALL! Grrrrrr... I hate that damn scanner! >.< I'm so sorry both of you, I WILL get it fixed though, I swear, or buy a new one...

KrazyPerson on July 6, 2007, 9:23:26 AM

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KrazyPersonOK ^.^

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 4:09:05 AM

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KrazyPersonSooooo, not to bug you or anything...
 
But, how's your part of our art trade coming? ^.^

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 11:27:18 AM

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YamikizzLook at the post above, that should answer all of your questions...

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 4:01:45 AM

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KrazyPersonAnd this is a mongoose:
 
 

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 4:02:38 AM

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YamikizzO.o Oh...

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 4:03:51 AM

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KrazyPersonYOu asked...... a long time ago....

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 4:04:57 AM

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YamikizzI know that I did, it's just I thought that it looked rather diffrent...

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 4:07:31 AM

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KrazyPersonI didn't know what one looked like until I looked it up... XP

KrazyPerson on July 4, 2007, 7:32:42 AM

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KrazyPersonHow so? O.o

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 3:56:09 AM

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Yamikizz-_-' Your name is Krazyperson. So when you wished me happy independence day, I said; You too, Krazy.

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 3:58:56 AM

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KrazyPersonOh ^^; you spelled it wrong...
 
Stupid me didn't get it...

Yamikizz on July 5, 2007, 4:00:41 AM

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YamikizzXDDD Your not stupid. X3 You'll know stupid when you see my friends little brother...

KrazyPerson on July 5, 2007, 4:02:25 AM

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KrazyPersonXP

KrazyPerson on July 4, 2007, 5:17:21 AM

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KrazyPersonHAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!! ^.^

Yamikizz on July 4, 2007, 7:25:05 AM

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YamikizzXD You too crazy.

ladychaos on June 30, 2007, 6:24:06 PM

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ladychaosthanks for the comment and yeah that's exactly where i got the poses from^^
 
how r u, btw
 
 

Yamikizz on July 1, 2007, 1:51:36 AM

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YamikizzYour welcome. X3 And nothings up other then the fact that I was invited to a Yugioh/Sailor Moon RP club! ^O^ Who ever thought that roleplaying could be so fun?!

HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 28, 2007, 3:48:33 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemubad people who accusing your art! *giving lectures to them* ^^;

your art is ok to me..WAY ok! XD it's better than mine...>< but ifyou think that you need to improve your art more...then, I'll support you! ^^

Yamikizz on July 4, 2007, 7:24:48 AM

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YamikizzMy art skills have just died, I remeber all the technices that I used and everything. No ones called me an arththeft, but I'm worried that someone will see the diffrence between my older pictures and my newer ones, and acuse me. And trust me, I can't imagine anything worse then being accused of stealing your own art. :(

KairiDono on June 28, 2007, 1:06:14 AM

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KairiDonoLa la la la laaaa la XD

SakoTheFox on June 23, 2007, 1:32:20 PM

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SakoTheFoxhaha yes, LP and Yu-gi-Oh rules :D


((this is DTQ btw. This is my new s/n))

Yamikizz on June 24, 2007, 2:27:31 AM

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YamikizzLINKIN PARK/YUGIOH FOREVER!!! :DDD I'm going to go see Linkin Park live on August the 4th! X3 LIVE IN TEXAS! (I live in Texas, and no, I don't live on a barn and raise horses....)

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