Yamikizz
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| Username | Yamikizz | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | North Richland Hills | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | YUGIOH! Yup, That's It... | |
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| # Comments Given | 870 |
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THE VOICE OF ADEN
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
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KrazyPerson on July 23, 2007, 9:55:38 AM
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Lol thanks! X3 I made it myself.TheWolfsgirl90 on July 13, 2007, 6:14:52 AM
know ^^ but I mean ,I had draw you and Atem right?^^And so I would asked you whether I can take this OC^^
Yamikizz on July 13, 2007, 1:14:09 PM
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Oh, take her as my OC? That's fine with me. X3 I can make a new character. :DYamikizz on July 14, 2007, 8:28:47 AM
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No, she's fine. I'm perfectly happy with her. All I need is a name, and her lifeline. Just draw her the the pic Wolfie, easier for you, and for me.TheWolfsgirl90 on July 14, 2007, 7:15:52 AM
I take it for my projekt and if you had make an character I take these to an new projekt^^KaibasSweety on July 11, 2007, 10:38:31 PM
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How is the artheft supporter doing?Yamikizz on July 13, 2007, 1:16:58 PM
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Just fine, why ask? I'm not bothering you, you do realize. Right? Why start it agian? And how many times do I have to tell you? Els isn't an artthefter! >.<KaibasSweety on July 13, 2007, 7:26:56 PM
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just checking on you ;3Yamikizz on July 14, 2007, 8:29:24 AM
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You suddenly care about my very existance? -_-' When did this change come along?KaibasSweety on July 14, 2007, 8:31:02 AM
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since i was bored as hell ;3 and even the retards need love?Yamikizz on July 14, 2007, 8:40:04 AM
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Retard? Please, Your an idoit becuase your not smart enough to realize that I'm not a retard. -_- Retards are everywhere. And trust me, retards don't streak their hair 3 diffrent color, like anime, and wear black. And if you want to see something retarded, you should look in the miorror. XDKaibasSweety on July 14, 2007, 8:42:25 AM
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why? you just told me that retards don't wear black and dye their hair diffrent colors. ;3Yamikizz on July 15, 2007, 7:03:30 AM
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You've dyed your hair 3 diffrent colors? And wear black? Hmm... Fine, your not a retard then. Just arrogant. Considering you think your supperiouir to everyone else.KaibasSweety on July 15, 2007, 7:05:58 AM
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thats true but i can't help that its a fact n_nYamikizz on July 15, 2007, 7:45:11 AM
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XDDD And we all know it is too. Didn't take that much work to figure out. How'd you get this way anyway? Did you like playing God in kindergarden? Or did your mommy and daddy just think you where a beautfiul little princess?KaibasSweety on July 15, 2007, 11:49:37 PM
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oohhh someone had a lack of love in her youth? don't worry allot of parents don't love their children anymore these days ;3KairiDono on July 16, 2007, 2:13:01 AM
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Well there should have a reason why parents don't love their children.KaibasSweety on July 16, 2007, 9:58:05 PM
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they're spoiled brats? o.0 like me n_nKairiDono on July 17, 2007, 4:20:50 AM
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Ehhhhh could be...mostly because abusive parents have financial problems................. which could lead to other problems (drug abuse, for example)............. which would cause a fight............ which may cause the children to think that they hate each other............ which could mean hate.Parents should care for their children, like my parents here. I'm practically one of the few that is actually gifted with good parents.
Yamikizz on July 17, 2007, 10:57:56 AM
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XDDD I do have good parents, My father is rich, kind of likes his video games a bit much, but we live in a 3 story house and have alot of money. My mother is poor, but she loves me. XD I was just trying ot think of a reason why you think your sooo special.KaibasSweety on July 19, 2007, 10:09:18 PM
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well because everyone is unique and special. n_n and my parents are sweet and wonderfull too. so i guess we are all blessed with nice parents?Yamikizz on July 21, 2007, 11:32:34 AM
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o-O! Why are you being so nice to me? And to answer your question... yes, I suppose so...KaibasSweety on July 21, 2007, 7:41:38 PM
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well i'm being ''nice'' simply because i am the kind of person who will be friendly if someone else is friendly to her XD. i switch between dog and friendly allot.Yamikizz on July 22, 2007, 1:19:34 AM
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XDDD I do too... Not exactly, but for the most part. ^-^ There are just days when I wake up angry, or sad, or happy, and then there are those very rare occasions when I wake up me. Most of the time it's depressed though... Ever heard of centric depression?KaibasSweety on July 22, 2007, 11:00:00 PM
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nope o.0 i don't know much about depression.. since i'm never really depressed. so whats it about o.o?Yamikizz on July 23, 2007, 8:53:14 AM
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*sigh* Centric Depression is a mentle illness caused by a chemical overbalence in the things that make depression. It's when many times, for no reason at all, I become so depressed that I actually feel sick. It's horrid, and I've had it ever since Naru died... But it makes me a very happy person when depression isn't controlling me...KaibasSweety on July 25, 2007, 9:38:56 PM
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aww thats awfull D; well at least yur not depressed all the time.Yamikizz on July 26, 2007, 3:36:43 AM
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*shrugs* I suppose... *holds out hand* Friends...? *evil smirk* For now? XDKaibasSweety on July 26, 2007, 5:55:26 PM
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Ok friends for now XD *glomp*Yamikizz on July 27, 2007, 2:02:13 AM
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Awesome! ^-^ I just got my glasses today... Slightly annoying. >.< Armani... Very pretty but they make my nose feel weird. I wanted to wear contacts that made my eyes purple. But my eyes are to sensitive... XDKaibasSweety on July 27, 2007, 3:57:02 AM
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XD glasses aren't that bad i have a pair..even thoughi only wear them in class when i need to see something from a far distance. but normally i never wear them just because i might break them.. [i'm really clumsy n_n;]Yamikizz on July 27, 2007, 7:10:52 AM
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XDDD Same here, but I've never fallen on my face. Owies! >.< That would hurt.... T^T And daddy would be one PISSED dude. XD (Alrhough my daddy's a bit old to be called dude. XD)KaibasSweety on July 27, 2007, 9:01:58 PM
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i don't fall on my face either but i get distracted easily and then i walk against doors,trees,traffic lights n_n;;Yamikizz on July 28, 2007, 7:58:48 AM
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>.< I've only done that about once or twice... It hurt. XD But as I said, I'm not really an all too clumsy person. <.< The clumsiest thing I've ever done though, is fall down the stairs, backwords.... T^TKaibasSweety on July 28, 2007, 10:42:45 PM
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ouch >0< that seems..painfull D;Yamikizz on August 1, 2007, 8:29:31 AM
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XD Trust me, it was. And what do you think of my chibis!!! So cute! ^w^ Maybe I'll even upload a Kaiba one for you. XDKaibasSweety on August 1, 2007, 11:29:02 PM
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yay n_n i think the chibi's are super adorable >w<Yamikizz on August 2, 2007, 12:15:21 AM
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XDDD Name somone who dosn't. XD Oh, sorry, I don't HAVE a Kaiba Chibi! T^T But if you like Kaiba... (eww...) Then you must like the other evil characters too! Yami Bakura and Yami Marik Chibi! (Yami Marik is sooo my favorite Chibi!)
KaibasSweety on August 2, 2007, 2:13:49 AM
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ah but i'm not really a kaiba fan n_n;; infact i'm not even a huge ygo fan. meru is one.. and when i was making an acount i didn't know how to name it because i didn't wanted to use my other name which i use over the entire internet. sooo.. she was like ''fill in kaibassweety!'' so i did XD i like gravitation more and i'm a huge tohma seguchi fanYamikizz on August 2, 2007, 3:40:51 AM
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I have no clue what that is, but suit yourself. (Listening to Numb, I can't type...)HikariYugiYamiAtemu on July 10, 2007, 9:28:06 PM
nice avatar! :DYamikizz on July 11, 2007, 1:03:28 AM
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Thank you, although I'm thinking about changing it back to my orgianl one. I don't like this one all too much... <.<'Yamikizz on July 14, 2007, 8:30:26 AM
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HAH! I did change it back! *happy dance*TheWolfsgirl90 on July 10, 2007, 6:32:33 AM
Hi^^ how are you?^^ I hope goodevery to my big projekt is it okay if I take the Oc which I had draw??
Yamikizz on July 10, 2007, 7:23:10 AM
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I'm sorry Wolfie, but I don't understand you. Are you saying I waited to long? Or to get it out soon? I'm sorry but my scanner is broken. BUT, I've almost fixed it, It should take about 2 days at the most.... That is unless theres not more room.KairiDono on July 7, 2007, 5:59:09 AM
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CAn ya take it with a camera?Yamikizz on July 7, 2007, 9:16:15 AM
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No... My family's too poor to have a camra. Damn... After this NO ONE is going to want to art trade with me... I'm sorry Kairi, But I'll post it as soon as I can... :( I swear I have finished it though...KairiDono on July 9, 2007, 2:31:48 AM
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BAHAAAAAAAAAAA Alright ^^Yamikizz on July 9, 2007, 3:08:15 AM
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Sorry about this... :( Just try to be paitiant with me as I try to fix the damn scanner...KairiDono on July 10, 2007, 4:46:25 AM
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Alright ^^HikariYugiYamiAtemu on July 6, 2007, 4:05:07 PM
*spongebobHikariYugiYamiAtemu on July 6, 2007, 4:04:54 PM
you were forced to watch sopngebob ? :o aww..that's bad news...I hope your mum can find a new job that better than the previous one...:o and I hope Greg won't get into a fight again...:)
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