Little_miss_angel

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ps. and hes gonna tell his dad me and jay arent freinds anymore so his dad will stay outta our relationship

this is how it went, i called kris asking if he could come over so we could talk hes like there is nothing to talk about and its shootty weather out and i aint dressed and im watching a movie blah blah excuses then i told him well im gonna go call ray (ex bf) back then since ur busy and he said wait whats going on? and i tolled him janessias gonna drop me off over at his house so we could talk.
we get over there jay sits in the car and we both sit in chairs i tolled him to shut the window in the house cuz i dont want ur parents hearing he made a big fuss then did it then i talked to him about sarah (his ex cuz he wants to hnag out with her with me idk) and his parents he started yelling at me and screaming i started crying and he had no symponhy and his dad comes out and says he doesnt have a prob. with me just janessia (cuz i guess she starts too much drama in our relationship when she tries to help). he went on about how jays a bad person then he tolled me to choose jay or his son.

after kris's dad was done yelling at me then i told kris i guess we cant be together anymore. and hes like so ur choosing jay over me? i just looked at the ground. and hes like well if thats what ur saying it wont matter cuz ur just gonna be another losse. i got pissed and cried and got up and went to the fence kris said i love u but janessia needs to go and i didnt say anything but you dont love me like u say u did and he got up and went into the house. and jay came out and hugged me and kris came back out and started being a royal @$$ not careing saying i get mad over everything and im just another losse. janessia and him started fighting.

then kris's dad came out and yelled at jay and threatened that if she was a guy she wouldnt even be living right now and he said its better if you go to the car. and janessias said she was the one to keep them together!!! (she was) and went to the car crying then i kept looking back at kris and he said he loved me and always will, and to give him a call about us. and i gave him a dirty look then went with jay.

then he has meme call me and then like 10mins later calls me and tells me i dont have to choose cuz you can just stay with jay. so he broke up w/me then the whole rest of the day i ignored his phone calls and he followed me around and then after jay left we actually talked decently and he said he was sorry. then things just sorta happened. but itold him i will never leave my best friend for a guy. guys come and go freinds stay forever

luv ya too...i am herabroken i want this sumemr to end my bf keeps starting shoot

BUNNY-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAN! D8 *clings*

Im so so so soooo sorry for my late reply ;______;

i MISSES you so so so much!

How are you doing?! D:
I saw your comment about WonderLand, Im really glad you had so much fun hunnie 8D
tell me everything! (eventough i was there too :3)

ilu! <3 [/color]

OMG ~huggles and glomps back~ ty ^^ yeshhhhh it has been forever T_T well tuesday i'm getting school pics teken and my schedule i am excited cuz this sumemrs getting boring >.> you??

No...seriously.....I'm nice because of alot of things....*puts on my beanie* its just....tough to explain these things, espetialy here where anyone can read...

It aint easy bein' me...and I dont mean it ina "cool" way...its hard for me to just, wake up every other day, I'm just glad, happy, and lucky to have everything I have right now, and I treasure it more than nything in the world..

I put everyone before me, no matter the person...and still I wait and bleed softly on the inside, because to help, one must shed blood......and I have done this for various ocasions....These hands...they dont diserve to hold and cherish anything, yet they do..these once bloody hands now hold a girl whom is very dear and close to my heart...when all they need to be is in my pockets, ou of sight with me looking down and simply walking forward..

dont deny anything, I am not accepting a no, a nothing..all of this is true, and I know all of this...not even katie can change my mind on this, she'd try, but I can guarentee it that she'll fail at a 100% She doesnt have the power over me as she used to, she's fallen appart from me already, she should accept this as much as I have accept that...

This one's heart has fallen for someone already, and even as is...its loved....a heart that shines, but polished with pure stupidity.....

I've...made many cry...and intentionaly..*hides face softly*...I AM a bad person....I accept that.....but life only hurts when you dont value it much....

idk

no no well, I soemtimes hide things aswell, espetialy during my times with kitty, I was pretty good at taking low blows in the heart and keep ing my mouth shut. but in a way all of what you said is very understandable.

and I am, no doubt about it. I tell others to cool it, when I heat it.