Living_Dead_Girl

Oh. Um... I has nothing to talk about for some odd reason... I still have a pic in pending from yesterday but I hope it gets up soon. ^^

Oh yeah? cool ^^ That's a good idea actually. I always go and comment on stuff when I want to start being actually active and talking to people again, but I usually get the pics to comment on from other ppl's faves, which really actually probably doesn't have nearly the rate of success as comment on the new uploads would. Huh.

hmm. I just don't know. I feel like if I ever want to write for real it needs to be completely different people than them, because the ones I have now are total Mary Sues/Gary Stues, so I can't write them and make it work but I love them the way they are. Actually, there is this one other character named Sembry who is better than most of mind. He's an elf but in like a more realistic Artemis Fowl type way, plus that story has potential for more actual plot so idk but yeah. I think if I got a little more involved, try to draw them, put them into other forms than thoughts and a few one chapter starts, y'know actually took them in a specific direction I might be able to make something out of them.

Really? Like, they distract you all the time and everything? Yeah, it would be hard to draw that much, if you think about them like I do. Wow, I mean, like I said, I'm becoming much more aware of other people going through this too, but I kinda still thought... hmm. Just...I wonder, like how many people, especially teenagers, or better yet, especially authors, have their characters in their heads like that. Because you never hear about it in detail. Just one description good enough to even tell me anyone else in the world felt the same way after 15 years.

lol wow that's really really sad XD

yes, those are always way better than nothing ^^

Yeah I know, doesn't that just totally suck! Just cuz so many people take it and are so good at it they make the test totally unproportionally harder! It is fun though and I like it a lot. And it comes up a lot. It's in everything and one of the things I totally have always loved the most about school is when something I've learned recently actually shows up somewhere nonschool related.

Yikes, what language did she know before? (I feel like you've told me this before, but se me olvido')

Yay for you! :D The only teacher I've ever had that would give us hints was my spanish 1 teacher, and man, she let it get ridiculous. She'd be all "Que' quiere decir 'anaranjado'?" and hold up an orange peice of paper. No joke.

It's okay ^^ Just post it whenever you can. I'm gonna feel like crap anyway if you rush to post it and I can't finish reading it for a while or something. School is blissfully easy at the moment, and about half of my teachers just realized they teach fast and we're not gonna hafta do crap for the rest of the year, but the other half just realized they teach slow and are about to totally lay it on us.

Yes, yes it is. That's the thing -- I doubt I'll get very far. In fact, I might end up reading it in English instead. I really don't like this feeling, that I'm gonna give and feel stupid for thinking I'd do it, but for the moment I'm just trying to stifle that voice and enjoy the experience for what it's worth.

Yeah I know, I totally do. It seems like normally at this time of year I'm more delighting in the countdown than clinging to it like a liferaft, but hey, whatever. I don't know how you've managed to avoid it either. Be glad I guess, cuz it's a very annoying restless feeling. I like learning, I just don't like school. I respect it theoretically as an institution, and I would never want to be homeschooled, but I just... I'm just really really really really really really really ready for summer.

Also though, I'm very very sad to see school end just because I'm terrified of not getting to see my friends the whole time. I just feel like once we're all out it'll go back to being me, my family, and this blankness. Especially because for the first week or two, I would really like to have the blankness. It helps me recover from the stress and be ready to face the world again. It's this feeling that I don't have to do crap and I can just lay around forever and it totally doesn't matter, so depending on how long it's been, that can either be amazing or aggravating. The bad thing is that once it starts it's kind of hard to take the initiative to arrange stuff with people. And I so want to see my friends over the summer. I love them all so much, I don't wanna go 3 months without them.

I know right! well, used to we would be getting out on like the 30th or 31st (which this year is like a Saturday and Sunday so I guess not >.> ^^') but I think the 28th is the earliest I've ever gotten out. My school started on like August 18th I think? Maybe later.

lol you're always about to miss your bus ^^ ooh except not anymore :D You must be so happy. I mean, come on, even if you like school you still love summer, right?

YAY FOr ThOSE WHO NO LIE!!! And When you going to get more pictures up? When it comes to my friends drawings I love seeing them. X3

Um... sure. I liked that. ^^ And I only tell the truth.

Oh but your art is teh awesomeness!!!

Your welcome and Y don't they it's so aweosme!!! X3

thankies