HalfoftheMoon

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My life story i assume
Well lets just say it is relitively short.
My life didnt really truly start until my parents got divorced when i was 7.My dad left my mother because he was tired of lying about loving her, he is gay.( i respect ALL gay people for who they are, i am not homophobic like most of society,im bi), and so i really had a hard time adjusting to my parents living seperatly, and that began my issues. My mother was never the same, she was diagnosed with heart diseases at age 18, right before she graduated and way before i was born, and so i had to choose to live with her as a life line, but she started doing what she promised me she wouldnt.She began treating me like her step mother treated her, terribly. She hasnt abused me, but she has treated me like dirt,shunned me,yelled for no reason and such. This started my emotional problems, and at the age of 11 i was diagnosed with emotional disorders and put on anti-depressants and other pills for emotional control. At the age of 13 i came out to my father and friends that i was bisexual, and they accepted it fine, but i am afraid to tell my own mother, thus leading to trust issues, and at the age of 14 my friends started noticing that they didnt really want to be around me, so they atrted abandoning me. And now at the age of 15 i am starting to slowly recover from my losses of friendship, but i still have difficulty in trust and emotional control. i ran out of anti-depressants yesterday, so now i am on the basic verge of breakdown, and my friends are my only lifeline right now.
That is basically my life in a paragraph.

I dont usually help people because of the fact that non of them return the favor, they always shun me afterwards.
and then they spread rumors about me and my friends, that is why i dont help people.

Its good to help people, it is something that i have trouble with though