Yamikizz
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| Username | Yamikizz | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | North Richland Hills | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | YUGIOH! Yup, That's It... | |
| Last visit | # Pictures | 1 | |
| # Comments Given | 870 |
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THE VOICE OF ADEN
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
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YGOfan on June 6, 2007, 4:13:07 AM
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That KaibasSweety is getting on my nerves too how can she talk like that for Els She is a very nice girl(Els)aisu on June 6, 2007, 5:46:33 AM
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is she still doing that?? pff.. dang she doesn't quit.. -__-"Yamikizz on June 7, 2007, 5:18:56 AM
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I know, what a retard, huh? They really arn't insulting. She just keeps pretty much saying that I'm stupid over and over agian in diffrent forms! XDDDYamikizz on June 6, 2007, 5:15:13 AM
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Anyone who likes Els can't like KaibasSweety. Just the rules. And I've hated her for a loooonnnggg time. I just want to strangle her! (and her insults suck too! XD)YGOfan on June 6, 2007, 1:27:53 AM
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Hiwanna be friends? =3
Yamikizz on June 6, 2007, 4:03:52 AM
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Wowies...I'm getting alot of friend requests. X3 Alright, But I like messages! 8D I enjoy getting them. ^-^KairiDono on June 6, 2007, 1:15:23 AM
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YUSH YOU CAN DO IT YAMIKIZZ!!! ^^HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 5, 2007, 5:57:47 PM
wow! by using pencils ? o.O woah..I can't do that! XD it sounds..difficult...><Yamikizz on June 6, 2007, 4:01:49 AM
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I'm 99.9% sure I can't either... >.<Yamikizz on June 8, 2007, 2:09:57 AM
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But I will try, intle the sky, turns into bananna roast pie!KairiDono on June 5, 2007, 1:14:01 AM
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I want an anime style pic of my Tekken couple, Jin and Mei, at a beach setting! XD Here are the pics to refer to....Jin from Tekken
And Mei, my Tekken OC
Now what do ya want me to draw for ya?
Yamikizz on June 5, 2007, 8:11:00 AM
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o.o' You picked something very difficult...But I can attempt...umm...I want a piccy of me and Yami! :D I ahev Marik's skin color, Sholuder length black hair, and big brown eyes. And I don't need to describe my Yamikizz. Do I? Oh, and I'm warning you, this may take a wheil...That's guys verryy...buff.KrazyPerson on June 5, 2007, 10:05:55 AM
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That's what I was thinking, buff. XDYamikizz on June 5, 2007, 12:00:56 PM
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This is going to be hard...If not impossible...KrazyPerson on June 6, 2007, 12:03:06 AM
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Yeah, looks hard... But, you can do it! *gives thumbs up*Yamikizz on June 6, 2007, 4:06:13 AM
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I've tried... TT-TT All that came out where pictures that we're so bad that I refuse to belive there mine! I must sound like a toatle wuss...But it's almost impossiable! TTTTT-TTTTT I thought I was a better artist then this...TheWolfsgirl90 on June 4, 2007, 5:28:02 AM
Hi still a question What kind of pony do you want???^^ any idea?Yamikizz on June 4, 2007, 12:18:43 PM
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OH! I get a pony! :DDD I want a white one! with a black mane! X3 Oh, and thank you! (agian!)TheWolfsgirl90 on June 5, 2007, 4:51:50 AM
No problem ^^Yamikizz on June 5, 2007, 8:22:12 AM
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X3 I can't wait...It's gonna be soo pwetty! :DDDBean on June 4, 2007, 4:40:45 AM
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neha!^^ Im a wonderful friend! YAY! Wasnt I one of your first friends? or was I your first friend? O.o I dont remember.Yamikizz on June 4, 2007, 12:15:49 PM
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You where my first friend. X3 That's why your at the top of the list. And yes, you are a wonderful friend. *huggles*HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 3, 2007, 3:16:20 PM
oopps..I mean the effects in Pencils..not Photoshop..^^;HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 3, 2007, 3:15:15 PM
I see..lol..XD thanks for adding me to your friends list..:) by the way, can you teach me some of the tricks you used in Photoshop ? I really like the effects you used in those pictures you drew...^^Yamikizz on June 4, 2007, 12:17:31 PM
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On which one? XD On Confused, I refersed the colors, (It was a white drawing, in black at first.) and on I hate destiny, I just kind of scribled in one deriction and outlined Yami.HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 3, 2007, 2:23:46 PM
to tell you the truth..I don't know randomness...XD I don't speak random stuff...or maybe you can teach me ? XPYamikizz on June 3, 2007, 2:26:55 PM
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Sorry. Randomness is not a thing that can be taught. It is something you learn on your own or are born with. If you hang around random people, you may learn how to be random. XDDD Your in good hands if that's what you want then.
