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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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KairiDono on June 3, 2007, 8:38:35 AM

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KairiDonoHi, you may not know me, but I happen to be Els's friend and I wanted to say that you're a real hero to her ^^

I wanted to do something about this whole art theft ordeal, but I feel that Kaibassweety will sink into my level. However, I saw all of your replies and I was thinking, "She really IS a protector" and I was wondering if we can be friends ^^ And possibly an art trade will do ^^

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 2:17:28 PM

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YamikizzSure! X3 I feel like such a hero...So what do you want me to draw? I warning you though, It may take a wheil, and it may not come out exactly how you wanted it...But I'll do my best! Just give me my orders captian! XD

KrazyPerson on June 3, 2007, 8:26:29 AM

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KrazyPersonMay I ask what yours first name be's?
 
T'is for my evil profile ^_^ Whaaaaaaaa ahhhhhhhhhh heeeeahhaaa!

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 2:54:09 PM

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YamikizzIt's...ugh...Stephanie...(I HATE that name!) I do have a nickname, but I promised Bean I wouldn't tell anyone what it is. So...I guess that's what you'll have to put me as...

KrazyPerson on June 4, 2007, 1:13:24 AM

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KrazyPersonOK ^.^ It's not that bad...
 
Mine's Kayla.

Yamikizz on June 5, 2007, 8:12:53 AM

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YamikizzI used to have a friend name Kayla. I liked her hair, it was poofy. X3 But that was a wheil ago...

KrazyPerson on June 5, 2007, 10:08:09 AM

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KrazyPersonXD. I don't have poofy hair. Well, as long as I don't get "The Wind-Blown Look." Which is very easy out here...

KrazyPerson on June 3, 2007, 8:20:35 AM

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KrazyPersonOK ^.^

KrazyPerson on June 3, 2007, 7:59:24 AM

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KrazyPersonNo, seriously I want to see *evil grin*

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 8:19:18 AM

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YamikizzXDDD I know what happens. Me and MangaAngelAtemsLover, (InyuyashasPetAngel) accidently figured ot what happens. I can't tell you know, We're working on a fanfic together. When we start posting it here and on Quizilla you can figure out what happens when you say 'sushi' around him. X3 Paattiieennccee...

ranphasetokelly on June 3, 2007, 12:40:34 AM

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ranphasetokellythat els can draw nice :P

aisu on June 3, 2007, 2:20:16 AM

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aisuuhu.. just can't go pass without relizing it ^^
she just has some good talent there ^^

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 7:27:37 AM

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YamikizzX3 Of course she does, she's the best artist on here! (well, more tied with Bean and TheWolfsGirl90.)

aisu on June 3, 2007, 12:38:05 AM

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aisuby the way.. your question on my profile.. i'm going to answer it any way ^^ yeah i deleted them all.. i was just a bit to buisy in my life.. with school and sports *still am* anyway.. i also got a bit irritaded.. and FAC was taking to much time.. so.. one thing left to do.. and that was quitting.. but yeah.. beeing friends with you seems great to me..

*excuse me for the bad english.. i just got some school exams and i'm like poured out of all the knowledge that was in me .. that's the why XD*

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 7:26:15 AM

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YamikizzXD I don't care, X3 The only thing that really bothers me is when people talk like this. (type) How R U 2day? i wuz not feeling good so i got out of scool earlee!

KrazyPerson on June 3, 2007, 12:31:09 AM

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KrazyPersonSays "sushi" Whaaa haaa haa! *waits to see grossness*

Yamikizz on June 3, 2007, 7:23:37 AM

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YamikizzNO!!!! *looks around* SHHH!!! You where very lucky that Atem wasn't around! BE CARUFUL! It's for your own safty! D:

ranphasetokelly on June 2, 2007, 8:10:47 PM

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ranphasetokellyhaha XD lolzz i know i have soooo much comments that i dont know how manyXD whahah XD

KrazyPerson on June 2, 2007, 12:18:23 PM

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KrazyPersonOK ^.^
 
Wanna be friends? ^-^

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 2:55:20 PM

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YamikizzOkies. Why not? XD (By the way...don't ever, EVER, mention the word sushi around Atem...Or perpare yourself for the grossest sight you've EVER seen.)

Bean on June 2, 2007, 11:11:17 AM

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Beanhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=acp3pA1HVWU

Y Marik and Ishizu!^^ Marik's voice is sexy!^^ I dun care! XD

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 11:58:05 AM

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YamikizzI never saw that part of that episode...0.o And what do you mean he sounds sexy? Maybe to you...It sounds kind of annoying to me...-_-'

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