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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
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Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Bean on June 2, 2007, 11:09:38 AM

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BeanWAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAA! YOU FIND YAMI MARIK SEXY!^^

teeheheheheheheheeeeeeee!

XD

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 11:52:59 AM

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YamikizzWTF? Where does it say that on my profile?! I said with the veins I guess he's alright! Where do I say that he's sexy!? D:

aisu on June 2, 2007, 7:30:23 AM

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aisuhey girl.. thanks for defending els so much.. ^^ i really like people like you.. my appreciations.. :D i can't be around here so much so i really like seeing people look after each other .. my compliments ^^

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 9:16:16 AM

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Yamikizz:D So I'm a hero? THANKIES! *huggles* I'll do anything for a friend, just the way I am I guess. But sometimes it gets me into trouble. wanna be my friend? Soemtimes it can be difficult to find really nice people on here.

aisu on June 3, 2007, 12:32:10 AM

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aisubeeing friends sounds just great to me ^^.. a good friend of els is always a good friend to me ^^

ranphasetokelly on June 2, 2007, 4:44:24 AM

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ranphasetokellyyes i think that she jealous too:P


thanks ^-^

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 9:28:41 AM

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YamikizzFor what? (Sorry, but sometimes it takes me a little whiel to catch on. XDDD

HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 1, 2007, 4:47:26 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemuHeylo ! XD how have you been ?

Yamikizz on June 2, 2007, 4:42:53 AM

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YamikizzXD Can I ask you something? Why does everyone ask that? 0.o Why not ask somethin like why are squishy banannas squishy, or why do turcky's breathe? I like randomness. ^-^

KrazyPerson on June 1, 2007, 12:12:23 PM

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KrazyPersonHeh, heh it's OK ^.^
 
That was getting kinda annoying anyway. But it was fun!
 
That pic is gonna stay as your top pic for a long, long time ^_^
 
 

Yamikizz on June 1, 2007, 12:25:10 PM

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YamikizzI'm not a very fast drawer, alright? -_-' And besides, I only draw my very best pictures.

ranphasetokelly on June 1, 2007, 5:41:50 AM

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ranphasetokellyohw yes i hate kaibasweety too cause she say to me arthefter and too els ><

Yamikizz on June 1, 2007, 7:38:47 AM

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YamikizzShe says that you and Els are art thefts?! You arn't an art theft, and If you've read the words in red you know that I don't think Els an art thefter to! -_-' If you ask me, she's just some loser who calls people she's jeaslous of art theifs. (Everyone's jealous of Els, even me. But in a good way. X3)

ranphasetokelly on June 1, 2007, 5:38:13 AM

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ranphasetokellythat i have new pictures (drawings) in my gallary^^

Yamikizz on June 1, 2007, 7:36:49 AM

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Yamikizz:D COOLNESS! *huggles* I go look at them soon. ^-^

ranphasetokelly on June 1, 2007, 5:34:57 AM

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ranphasetokelly:P lolzz have make new pics :P

Yamikizz on June 1, 2007, 5:36:00 AM

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Yamikizz? X3 Sorry, but do you mind telling me what that means? Sorry.

ranphasetokelly on May 31, 2007, 8:57:27 PM

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ranphasetokelly=D yess :P

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 11:11:16 PM

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Yamikizz:)

ranphasetokelly on May 31, 2007, 7:33:24 AM

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ranphasetokellyi know atemulover =D ^^ and bean to :P

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 9:26:27 AM

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YamikizzThey are my bestest friendies on here. :D And yeah...They are pretty popular users.

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