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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
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Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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HikariYugiYamiAtemu on April 27, 2007, 3:40:20 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemuHiya! ^^ wanna be friends ? :) I like Yugi and Yami too! ^^ cool avatar you have ! XD

Yamikizz on April 27, 2007, 4:29:41 PM

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YamikizzSure! :D Why would I say no? You do, lol. I just saw it sitting in Photobucket one day and had to claim it. One day I went back to look for it, it was gone. I have the only copy in the world! MWAHAHAHAHA!

Bean on April 23, 2007, 11:46:48 PM

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Beanlol thank you so much for putting the banner on your pro! really means alot! =D THANKS! -huggs more- ^_^ and thanks for the comments too!

Yamikizz on April 25, 2007, 6:58:06 AM

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YamikizzWhat can I say! Your art rules and I swore when I signed up that I'd use it, didn't I ? I wish I could post video's a crap on here...I've got some of the coolest music, yog tribute, thinga-ma-jigges!

flying_Jone on April 22, 2007, 10:42:20 PM

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flying_Jonehmmm..no i dont think so XD it had been cool if it worked ^___^

Yamikizz on April 23, 2007, 7:00:57 AM

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YamikizzYeah, I tried. Very diapointing. I would have had the coolest Yami Backgound! Did you know you can't copy and paste here?! D: Not cool! I write all my fanfiction on notepad! Now I have to retype it all here!

Bean on April 22, 2007, 1:07:25 PM

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Beanwow, I didnt know you liked my art that you added me and MY art only to your faves...WOW! IM AWESOME! XD

lol jk thank you very much! -huggs-

Yamikizz on April 23, 2007, 6:57:23 AM

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YamikizzWhat can I say? Your toatlly awesome! If artists made more money, I would have suggested you become one! *hugs back* I can't wait intle I can get my scanner fixed though. I have some pictures of my own to upload! :D

Avatar on April 22, 2007, 8:40:43 AM

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AvatarHi.I see you're new here.I hope I can see your pics soon.^_^
 
 
 
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Yamikizz on April 22, 2007, 9:33:11 AM

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YamikizzThank you, that's really sweet. You may no be abel to see them for a few weeks though. My dad's place dosn't have a scanner and the computer at my mum's place is toatlly BUSTED! XD

flying_Jone on April 22, 2007, 6:35:40 AM

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flying_Jonehaha XD yeah *hugs*
so how are you?

Yamikizz on April 22, 2007, 8:27:02 AM

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Yamikizzamazed that so many people actually care! *hugs back* Hey, can you upload music and background here?
 

ladychaos on April 22, 2007, 4:48:30 AM

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ladychaoshello
 
how r u?

Yamikizz on April 22, 2007, 4:51:11 AM

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Yamikizzlol, I'm fine! Why would I not be. I'm just waiting for something good to come out. Or hoping Bean will finelly write that fanfic I've been bugging her about. :D

flying_Jone on April 21, 2007, 7:44:40 PM

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flying_Jonehayh ^^
how are you?
and welcome to fac ^^

Yamikizz on April 22, 2007, 4:39:58 AM

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YamikizzYou guys are sooo sweet to me! :D When I joined with Quizilla no body was this nice to me this early! :D

ladychaos on April 21, 2007, 7:19:22 PM

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ladychaosno, i didn't know that, thanks^^
 
sorry if i'm not updating my stories from Yu-Gi-Oh!, at the moment i'm working on art stuff and also a couple of Naruto fanfics and art

WingedSheep on April 21, 2007, 7:17:52 PM

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WingedSheepwell... hello ^^ huh.... what can I say? hm...
 
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