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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
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Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)

Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)

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swishy on May 31, 2007, 1:56:29 AM

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swishyHi Im kinda new on here and was looking for some awesome people.
Would you like to chat?

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 2:05:54 AM

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YamikizzX3 Sure why not? I'm awesome? AWESOME!!! *does happy dance* XD That must have looked retarded...

WingedSheep on May 31, 2007, 1:42:54 AM

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WingedSheephey could you send a link to your another picture (not with destiny) because it wont show up in your gallery ^^
 
i'll be very grateful ^^

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 1:46:57 AM

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YamikizzSure, I wonder why it wouldn't show up...I'll have to look up on that...

http://www.fanart-central.net/pic-579939.html

Here you go! 8D Please no negative comments, I know that the Sennen Puzzle looks stupid, but I tried my best! T-T (I only put Sennen Becuase I have no clue how you spell Millenuim...OH CRAP!!! I spelt it wrong... <.<)

ranphasetokelly on May 31, 2007, 1:10:37 AM

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ranphasetokellyXD lol maybe XD

how are ya :D

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 7:14:11 AM

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Yamikizzumm...I'm sitting here on my @$$ doing absoultly nothing...But I'm enjoying myself! ^-^ AtemuLover writes awesome stories! And her pictures rule! (Bean and Atemulovesrs are my favorite artists.)

ranphasetokelly on May 30, 2007, 10:51:54 PM

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ranphasetokellyhiii

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 1:09:16 AM

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YamikizzXD Why on earth are so many people saying hi to me? I'm not that popular, am I?

littlexprincess on June 1, 2007, 1:28:39 AM

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littlexprincessyou are cool:P

Yamikizz on June 1, 2007, 3:21:05 AM

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YamikizzYou think so? :) Why? What did I do that's so cool? :D Thanks!

littlexprincess on May 30, 2007, 3:29:42 AM

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littlexprincesshi

Yamikizz on May 31, 2007, 1:47:30 PM

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Yamikizzhello! ^-^

Bean on May 23, 2007, 3:04:54 AM

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BeanTHERE!

I fixed her face! ^_^

http://www.fanart-central.net/pic-584984.html

Yamikizz on May 23, 2007, 3:59:23 AM

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Yamikizzas I said, It kind of looks the same. What did you do that changed it so much?

Avatar on May 19, 2007, 5:16:10 PM

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AvatarHi.^_^You know,you're an awesome artist.And I really like your pic of Yami.=D
 
 
~Avatar

Avatar on May 21, 2007, 5:29:40 PM

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AvatarI really like both.^_^

Yamikizz on May 21, 2007, 10:48:20 PM

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YamikizzWell, I didn't get that way overnight. I had to take an art class all of elementry, and draw pictures all over summer vacation to learn how to do that. :) Everyone thinks the eyes are hard. But their not.

Yamikizz on May 20, 2007, 8:54:47 AM

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YamikizzLol, Thank you! :) But which one do you like? Both of my drawings are of Yami.

TheWolfsgirl90 on May 18, 2007, 6:06:23 AM

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TheWolfsgirl90You are a good artist^^

Yamikizz on May 18, 2007, 6:43:29 AM

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Yamikizzoh! *blush* You think so? That's sweet! (Your the first person to tell me that. :)

Bean on May 17, 2007, 12:32:47 AM

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Beanhey hows it goin?

Yamikizz on May 17, 2007, 9:59:40 AM

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Yamikizzlol, everything fines here. I just met another Yami Marik fan on Quizilla, and she was a Yami Yugi abuser! >:( grr...She said that Yami sounded old, and called him a loser! (But once agian I won't give names...I don't want her getting hate mail for her super-duper-double-trouble-mean oppions.) So slightly P.Oed...But other then that, perfectly fine!

HikariYugiYamiAtemu on May 11, 2007, 2:01:29 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemulol..XD yeah..I agree..although I have exams..I still keep on drawing...:) so, how's your weekend? :P

Yamikizz on May 11, 2007, 2:36:19 PM

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Yamikizzlol, didn't I already answer this? XDDD I've got a band rehersal and I'm sooo going to well...Be somewhere in between good and bad. I'm not to good at short notes...did you know that if you eat mushy bannanas then misquttois won't bite you intle you've digested the bannana? o.0

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