nextguardian

Lol. You come close to bringing yourself to do it often. You can tell by the way you write Ekyt. When he's down. Sometimes I can tell by the way you describe him you as bracing yourself for him to not get back up, but you can't do it. You aren't done living through him. To be honest. Sometimes I think that living through him and creating what you wish was your life through him is all that keeps you sane. There are times when I hear insanity at life and your situations at the edge of your conversation. Then you write a chapter that shows your frustration through some symbolistic fight. (example. Your job seems to set off problems with members of the concil and selection for the exams) Your not ready and My suggestion is don't try and force yourself to be, but be careful to not let him get to far ahead of you in your dreams. Then he will lose value to you and you will begin to hate him because he is getting what it is you wish even though you are the one giving it to him. I HAVE already seen that a bit.

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Read previous first: i didn't say anything because. (don't hit me please. A curious moment) I wanted to see how you would handle your inner conflict. I would have commented had you asked, but you didn't so I let it go. They you submitted another fic. This one with a dif flow and to be honest a dif character. He's still the same, but you have tweaked him to fit not how you are like before (I know for a fact you build and base Ekyt on who you feel you are so don't deny it), but on how you wish to be and what you wish would happen. Things you may not realize you are doing. Like his promotion. That came about about the time you were talking about wishing to leave your job. His getting the girl. You have been talking about wishing to find a mate yourself alot more lately. You made your wish happen with Ekyt. You have started to live out your wishes through him. (you may correct me if I'm wrong and yell at me if you wish. I may be wrong, but this is what I sense. Think about it before you reply) TBC

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cute no words^^

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comic drawn yesterday morning^^

hi new pic and comics are up^^