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Lol. Yeah. Closer and my age would have done me in no matter what the situation. I have a girl that likes me that I know. She say's i'm a good listener. Truth be told. I don't say anything to her because i can't get my voice to work. Lol. At least we know I have an emotional range greater than a tea spoon. Lol. Anyway. Your last chapter was excellent. I LOVE where you are taking this if my guess is right. I don't want to say though until I know for sure. Lol. (barks happily and runs around in circles for no apparent reason)

I'm very glad you did get involved. She had help too. Lol. Anyway. Your advise was good and makes since that and you kept me calmer than if I had been doing that alone. I would have freaked out worse than I did. You have a calming manner. Anyway. Can you imagin what it would have been like had she been my age and closer. Lol. I nearlx passed out when my exgirlfriend asked me wto dates for the first time. Lol. Anyway i have to say. I've never really had a favorite Star Trek bad guy. I mostly only watched Voyager and my fave. Bad guys in that where the Borg. Lol.

Lol. I just realized how awkward that had to have been for you coming in in the middle of that. You prob. Didn't know what hit ya. Anyway. Yep! VOYAGER was my all time favorite star trek. I've seen every episode of it. Lol. DS9 was my second favorite. Lol. No I'm not a die hard Treky. Anyway. I know I couldn't believe it. Anthony drawn out on paper. Scary thought. I never thought he would become a physical object. Lol. I'M not even going to attempt drawing him until I see if I want him on paper again. Lol

Thanks for the reading matterial. That. The breathing and the fact that i found some furry friends to feed has me calming down. I think I'm good enough to not have to use the PM. Anyway. Now I'm a little calmer. How are you? Oh. Mr. Gimp is going to draw Anthony later. He found Anthony a Facinating OC. Lol. Anthony and that word don't coincide.

Your a great person, and I'm glad your so cool about everything!
 
I got the cheque sent out today!
 
Fingers crossed! (eyes too)

I don't know mate. I think I'm losing it. That is the second panic attack in less than a week. Although they were caused by some (In my opinion) pretty big things. I guess you never really grow out of them do you? (paces back and forth whimpering slighly trying to calm down)

g2g ttyl.

Yeah, I know.

He back.

That help a bit. But yeah. Lots to consider. How old did she say she was. And Canada. That's a ways from here. Wow. I feel like a tower jello. (whimpers and hides face in paws)